Upgraded to a digit 2.....

Ahh! The pictures are a little messy. I am clueless how to arrange it neatly. Anyway, here are the boys. Or as Enling would say... Ey B_ _ _ _ H!!!
Miss Fierce but afraid of lizard Denise.
Hahaha! I tried on my bday gifts once I got back. THEY FIT!! Hahaha. I got a d&G (david & goliath) boxers and a Zara top. Why all black and white? Am I that boring??!!!
My Swensens cake which Denise&Elin went all the way from ShentonWayPartyWorld to Orchard to get at 12am. :)
=) Love you two! Thanks for the cake. Lovely surprise.
Wahlao, check out the huge knife they gave us. Bigger than the cake ok. Can stab people one.
Thats my hat!!! Hahaha. Wenting and I.
Crystal in winterwonderland and Wenting with my cool hat.
They were like.. 'ey you 19 year old girl. Better hurry enjoy and take stupid pictures!' HEY! Stupid/Actcute pictures has no age limit. :p
HappyBirthdaySong on the big screen. HAHAHA.
Don't play play. My bday cake came with dry ice effect ok.
Why their lips like so orange?? I look so dark. They look chinese. I look like a malay girl next to the fair ones!
=)
Becos Saddam died today.......... (or rather yesterday).
This was self taken ok! I wonder who so pro. HAHAHAH.
I decided to re-wear this top. Denise said its damn obscene. Very obscene meh? It came with another top. AND NO ITS NOT MEANT TO BE WORN ALONE.
Dinner at MissClarity's. :)
Because we think that we're still 16. So can take pictures with tongue like that.. Right or not Hazel??!! :p

Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes, and everything else. This has been one of my favourite birthday celebrations. :) Simple and sober. Hahaha! All I had was ONEEEE glass of beer. I had fun today and I hope you guys did too. Haha. The conversations about all the r(a) stuff really cracked me up. 8th remember ok, Enling jio us out go ton. Hahahaha! Cool sia!

Last year, at this time.. I was already back in the hotel room at Swissotel, all smashed. Still can lose my hotel card in Z0uk. Gosh. Bad experience. 2 years ago, I was at ScarletHotel drinking beer. Hahaha.

Aiya, 20 already. Must start being serious about life. Uh oh.

Turning.

I have about 7 hours before I turn 20. Gosh. Whatever happened to my 'youth'.....

Feels abit funny. Don't want to turn 20. Want to stay 19 forever... 18 would be good too.........

20 sounds so, LEGAL. Right or not?

Can I be Twenteen? That sounds good. I wanna be a teen forever and ever and not have any responsibilities....

I smell of cranberry soap and PaulSmithFloral now. =) My newest scent!

I will not get drunk tonight.
I will not get drunk tonight.
I will not get drunk tonight.
I will not get drunk tonight.
I will not get drunk tonight.
I will not get drunk tonight.
I will not get drunk tonight.

Tulang made them Tulan.

I received my first birthday present today. =) Thank you ThaiTwin. Really thoughtful of you. I likey it muchy. Hahaha.



See Kai's arms so small, the cast is soooo freaking big and heavy. But she's been a very brave and strong girl. I am so proud of her. Only thing is, the cast is starting to itch! Plus Kai has eczema.. So I reckon she'll be a grouchy girl for the next few days till her next doc appt on Fri.
Hee Ha! Romeo! Howdy!!! Hahaha. Beks looks like a baby lah.
Miss Clown with a broken bone.
Hello Elvin, Hello Daisy.


Kai's fall is going to cost my sister $4000++. Just a one night stay in the hospital, xrays, and the surgery... Gosh. Sure is one expensive fall baby. And the only reason why Kai is still in the gown is because we dont have any clothes that she can wear with the huge cast. So we borrowed 2 gowns from the hospital and I suppose thats all that Kai is gonna be wearing for the next 1 week..

Anyway the gift I received today put a great start to the Bday celebrations! Woohoo!

I watched the worst movie of 2006 today. I MUST watch another movie before the end of 2006. Borat CANNOT be the last movie that I'm watching. Its disgusting, crude and and and... basically it SUCKS!!!! Gosh.

Went for supper. The guys had tulang that made them tulan cos they don't know how to eat it. Plus the soup was bad. I got cheated too. My chicken chop sucked... Yuck! Where are the good supper places??!!!

Pray for Kyra.... please...

Miss KyraWongLiAnn is in the operation theatre now as I'm typing this.

Please pray that she gets well soon and that she will be a strong and brave girl. My little princess jumped off the sofa this afternoon about 12pm and broke her lower arm. The bone between the wrist and the elbow. You know how you break a pencil? Thats exactly what happened to her bone.

And the first picture was taken last night. Before all these happened. =(

I don't know why.. But every year for like the past few years, either one of the girls will end up being warded in the hospital. And its always during the year end. SEE WHY I'M SO BITTER ABOUT THE YEAR END? ITS NOT ME BEING CYNICAL. ITS LIKE THE BARE TRUTH.

But Kyra is a brave girl. I spent like 2 hours pushing her around in the wheelchair. Doing stupid things to make her laugh. I prolly looked like a fool, but anything to make her smile and forget about the pain.

I don't think I'm supposed to say this, but NUH sucks. We were left waiting from 12plus ALL THE WAY TILL 10.45 before she was pushed to the OT. She's a 4 year old girl who's in pain, who is hungry becos she's not eaten since 12pm, and very thirsty becos the last sip of water she drank was at 2pm. How can they do this to a child?

Sigh, why God. Why?

Tuesday blues.

Kai pretending to be an old lady..
Hi my name is Kyra and I'm a spoilt brat.
Hi, my name is Natasha. I am wearing a pink tiara, silver and green earrings, pearl and diamond necklace, my tacci shades and of cos my favourite handbag from Winkz.

Mister Goth.

Mister Micheal walks around in the night with a trench coat to prey on young little girls.... YOU!!! And all I photoshopped to this picture was the spotlight. The light erm.. there was in the original picture. Because Micheal has powers... Powers unseen by the naked eye.

Christmas Day. The pictures.

HAHAHA. This isn't photoshopped... Really......
Hazel and I look so happy here but Beks looks so stunned.
2/3 of the ditzys, and erm... Barbie. :p
Charlie's angels.. Hahaha. Yes, roll your eyes!
My godsis Ailing, Eve and I outside 1827..
Miss Hong and Miss Lim..
I want to take picture of myself, they squeezed in. :(
Is the lady behind praying or falling asleep?
Service is over!

Picture from Xmas!

Closure.

I need closure.

For the incident that happened October05.
For the incident that happened September04.
For the incident that happened 10 years ago.
For the incident that happened December05.
For the incident that happened December04.
For the incident that happened December03.
For the incident that happened July06.
For the incident that happened September05.
For the incident that happened November05.

Anyone of you from SMPS remember this girl from Primary1/5 (1993). Her name is Tan Yong Shan or something along the lines of that. She's quite tall (back then) and her granny comes to school everyday during recess time to bring food for her. I suddenly thought of her the other day. She went to another primary school before the school year ended. I don't like her because she threw sand into my eye once during recess. I think thats why I'm wearing glasses now. That bitch.

Three.

Exactly 3 years ago, my elder brother decided to move over to the States to work/study. But actually I think its more of a work/be in another country thing. I remember seeing him walk through the departure gate. The ladies in the house were crying buckets. I thought I'll never see him again.

Last year, he proved us (my sis & I) wrong. He came back in October for a 2 week long (short) holiday. Out of which, he spent like 4 days in Phuket and so we met him for about 5 times?

When we sent him off at the airport last Oct, we didn't wait to see him go through the gates. Didn't want to go through the whole thing again. We exchanged hugs, exchanged words and left. I kept turning around. Till I lost sight of him.

I miss you Kor. Merry Christmas. I wish you would sometimes stop being such a stranger. Yes your baby sister isnt such a baby anymore, but I still wish that you would care more for me like you did when I was still a little girl. Having an eldest brother that doesnt really know how to show his love for me is more than enough. Will you please not join the group? Its not cool.

I don't want those fancy bags, fancy shoes and clothes that you pass to your friends to pass to us. I just want you to come back for good. Bring me out during my school holidays. Spend time with the family. Spend time with Mom. Spend time with the girls. Talk to me, hear me whine.. Make me cry.. Tie a high ponytail on my head and tell me its cool and dare me to go out like that.. Bring me to town for shopping trips. Bring me out with your friends. Make fun of me and call me an ah lian. Ask me whether I'm a lesbian yet. Do the ruffle my hair thing. Tell me I have ugly clothes. Bring me to hollandV for coffee. Give me pep talks till I cry, and then ask me not to cry in case people think that you're breaking up with me. Hold my hand when we're crossing the road. Attempt to speak in broken hainanese to the AhBohs.

Out of sight, out of mind. This doesn't apply to family members.

Jiejie always said how we're so alike. Not in a good way. Our bad attitude towards our friends, the way we speak, the way we're so judgemental, the way we spend money.. Etc etc. I don't know whether thats a good thing. But I guess not. Mommy says how we both got baptised and ended up 'like this'.

Do you miss us?

Christmas Day

I woke up early this morning for christmas service in SJSM.. It was like going through 2 services in like a span of 12 hours.... Wah, we took so many pictures to entertain ourselves lah!! Heh. Eve got baptised. =) Wow, its been like 7 years since my baptism. Time sure flies..... I almost teared during the baptism part cos I heard the words said and then kinda reflected abit. God must be so angry/ashamed/etcetc with the things that I've done in the past 7 years. Nothing to be proud of. At all.....

Came home around noon, tried to sleep but my cramps were being a total bitch. I spent like 2 hours tossing and turning.. Grrrrrrr.

Went to Beky's 21st. We were supposed to be Charlie'sAngels. Hahaha! Pink, blue and orange.. Amazingly my heels weren't such a bitch to walk in. I could even jump and turn around.. Hahaha. Elin, its the pink heels you got for my 19th. Heh.

The girls did an item. OhBekyYou'reSoFine... Woohoo.

Thanks Eve for the very sweet Xmas card.
Thanks Beks for the MinnieMouse.. (WHY MINNIE HUH?? HEHEHE) And the D keychain. I am superD!
Thanks Ed for the very sweet personalised gift. I will store my wishes and hopes in it.
Thanks Ailing&Family for the early birthday gift. Can't wait to hear RachelLampa sing. Heh

Out of sight, out of mind.

Its been a SUPER sober Xmas. And I enjoyed Xmas this year. Sure beats getting wasted or doing stupid things etc etc etc......

I think I have a horrible temper. Blame the genes. Look at my insane Dad. Thank you all for tolerating with me this entire year. I've been a bad friend, a bad daughter, a bad sister, a bad aunty and a bad person. I don't think I'm a nice person. So... Thank you for still being friends with me even though I am so terrible!

Merry Christmas.. (I AM SOBER!!!)

Merry Christmas!! Its been a tiring 2006 but I pray that 2007 will be a better one. Had dinner with the girls at KAP. How cool right, Macs on Xmas eve. Cos everywhere was too packed and there was like a total of 10 of us. So Macs it was.. Then went for service.. Haha. Yes!! I went to church. Heh.

I am so sober. But like everyone thinks that I will be drunk. Or will be drinking. Judging from the sms-es I got.. Hmmm. Not too good. Hahaha. All I had today was a glass of wine at my sister's place..

I am how suaku. My sis & bro in law has already been to StJames..... Ahhh! Party people!

I am so not an alcoholic lah. Wahlao. Anyway check out the sms-es that made me roll my eyes and some that made me smile.

• Hello just because you never send doesn't mean i'm mean as well. Merry christmas baby! May you proster in all ways possible. Heh.
• Merry n blessed xmas dun get drunk tis xmas instead of st james powerstation be at st james church
• Merry xmas small girl.. Dun get drunk and do naughty stuff eh.... :)
• Hey dear, haf a merry merry xmas and enjoy urself all the way 2nite! Stay drunk. =p
• Haha same 2u merry christmas n haf a bahbah new yr
• Merry xmas!! Have fun and dont get too drunk!
• My baby sis, blessed christmas to you too. Love you deep deep deeeep too, though I do a very lousy act of showing it. :)
• Thanks for coming! Its really so so nice to see you :) lovelove, have a good night's rest!
  

1 day, 2 movies..

The curse of the golden flower, and A night in the museum.

The plot for the GongLi show SUCKED BIG TIME!!!!!!!! But the grandeur of the costumes and all kinda made up for that in a way. To think I so reluctantly (got conned) watched that show.. I ended up being the one who enjoyed it the most and not the 2 who psycho-ed me to watch it.. And..... JayChou has been spending too much time singing. He STILL cannot act to save his life!!!!

A night in the museum was HILARIOUS. Super funny lah. Go watch it!!

Fry-Dae

Wow, its been ages since I went out on a friday night.... Plus, I got a 'Move on daph, no pt looking back' sms from my sister. How eventful right?! Like as if its MYYYYYYYYYY fault I 'accidently' remembered the last time we had a family dinner. =/.......

Went to Viv0 after work to meet my cousin. Shopped around. Wow, I'm how amazed ok. I am a big suaku ok??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After my sister and my bro in law finished their movie, we proceeded to my sister's place to meet the girls and torture them. Muahaha.

After which I went to meet MrBackFromMelb and MsPWC at ICB.... Sounds gross huh? ICB!!! Hahahaha. Just nice I was supposed to meet the MissSilkAirss at ICB too. Haha. It turned out to be, us 5 at ICB... And then left with 4... We went to ShanghaiJazz and had moree beer. And then proceeded to QBar for MORE beer. And the last stop was M0S.

MissJ is abit funny. She got a bottle of Martell even though its just me her and the other MissD. But becos we are heroines, we managed to finish it all. Happy Bday everyone!!!!!!!!!

Now I am filled with alcohol, and all I want to do is sleep my saturday away.....

2006

It has been a bad one. I think next year is gonna be worst.

The Last....

Exactly 3 years ago, on this very day...... I had my 'last' family dinner. Meaning, my parents, siblings and nieces all sitting down together having a meal.........

It was also the night Danny told my Dad that he's leaving.. We took a 'last' family picture. I reckon that really is the last one. After all that has happened, there won't be another one.

Daisy has an evil lil sis.

Went to town after work to meet ex-nanny cos she bought mangoes for us when she went back to Phil. =) Yay, yummy mangoes. She lost so much weight she looks like a small monkey now. I think she has an eating disorder. I'm serious..

So I had about half an hour to spare while waiting for my alteration. Went to Tangs and saw the nicest pair of BeverlyFeldman heels... My sister's favourite brand. She has an entire show cabinet of like alllll the same height, different designs, some same designs in afew colors. Took a picture and mms-ed it to her. She called me back right away.

BigD: So nice Daph!! Describe to me.. I can't really make out the details.
SmallD: Haha, same height as all your other Bevs, different 'precious' stones.
BigD: How much? Wait.. Ok. More than $180 I won't get it.
SmallD: Muahahah! $149. You can transfer the money to me.
BigD: Ok! Ey girl you very evil you know?!

Town was super packed. And the mangoes were so heavy!!! I wanted to throw them into the bin! Hahaa.

I walked past the Xmas performance thing outside the RolexTowerPlace. There was a group of people dancing to this Christian. I carried my heavy bags, held an umbrella and stood there for a good 5 minutes watching the performance. Really nice. Kinda touched my heart. Haha! The song goes something like You are the reason that He gave His son (life?). You are the reason that He suffered and died.. =) Wah, I had such a strong determination to attend service after that..

Supergirls yo!

Supergirls to the rescue yo!

Fly. FLLLLYYYYYY

Gosh. 5 more days to Xmas!!!!!!
11 more days to turning 20.. I DONT WANT!!!

I will turn 20 like alone.

Nobody loves me everybody hates me.
Shalalaa.
I'm gonna eat some worms.

Can't stop smiling

1 more week to Xmas.
Where were you on Xmas day 3 years ago?
I was at the airport, crying as if Danny will never be back.

Last October, he proved us wrong. He came back for a 2 weeks holiday.

Today, I (finally) received an email from him containing his pictures.
For the past 3 years, he didn't send us a single picture.

So silly, so happy over an email with attachments..........
Its quite unfair, Danny hardly aged! And he's still quite slim.. Dammit!!
New York was supposed to make him old and fat. HAhaha.

Wow, time sure flies...

Cute sms-es.

Hi Daphne Lim, hee ha! Listen, are you out today? I'm just asking you I'm not going out with you.

My 7 year old niece sent me that. How cute!

Please....

I beg you, just disown me like you did to my other 2 siblings. I've had enough of mind games and stupid talks..

12 hours of painting?!!

Because of dunno what issue, I don't think I'm allowed to post the picture of the completed mural. But its very very pretty. It look 2 girls, 3 guys and 12 hours just to finish painting it. =) Was nice painting and listening to christian songs. Hope the mural will be a blessing to others.

The studio is really nice. They have those lomo pictures on the wall... I want a lomo too........ Is there a digital lomo??

Friday nights...

I really didn't teach Tash how to pose like that. I swear...

My brunch for yesterday. Yummyyyy. =)

Its where the cupcake came from.. (Thanks Nicky!)... No I'm not a C cup. Of cos much bigger. HAHAHHAHA. Kidding. I wish.

Miss KyraWongLiAnn after her english class. So cute!!

I go over to my sister's place to let my nieces bully me....

See, the little monsters. =p

Impromptu supper at BukitTimah. Wahlao, all cheats. Suddenly the serving of the drinks and food like so little. Yet price increased........ Maybe cos I've not had pratasupper for ages.....

Because I am self centered?

Keep 30th December 2006 free. Tentatively 7pm.

Edie Sedgwick

Why did such a beautiful girl become a slave to drugs? (Not sure about the sex and rocknroll thou...)

Wannabe dancer falls down.

Bad daughters. =(

I think my mom is super gek-sim now.

Because I couldn't wake up for work today... And she can smell the alcohol in my room. Or rather the mixture of alcohol and smoke from Z0uk.

And then I just received an email from my sister. Last night she also amok. Because it was her department's Xmas party... And, after that.. She had to pick the girls and my mom up from Suntec... But my brother in law was there lah. So it was ok.

So the LimSisters last night both amok. Jialat lah like that......

Cos somone..... Became older.

Guess who I bumped into once I entered Z0uk???? Mister BackFromPerth. Was supposed to meet Mister BackFromMelb but it was toooooo packed.

Wah..... Cannot make it. Trying to act cute like dunno what.

Do we realllllllly reallllllllly have to leave now?????

Okay lor, one more picture??? I lightbulb lah... I know.

Ai kia mai???? Stop taking pictures lah.

WHYYY THEY ALLLLLL PUSH US LIKE AS THOUGH WE'RE INFLATABLE DOLLS?

@#&*$(*@&$#. Crowd was insane. We were satisfied with our little corner.

The couple...

This girl is 20 leh. I still 19................. For about 2 weeks plus. =)

Birthday girl gets a kiss.

IceCream place. Teeth picture.. Haha.

Got dry ice and candle. Don't playplay ok.....................

Everyone sings...... HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU

BaileysMintChoc at KimSengClub. Not much diff from the normal classic Baileys leh..........................

Overload.

You box me. I box you.

My 7 year old niece has a longer tongue than me............... How like that?

MissSpoiltBrat for the day. Miss Kyra Wong Li Ann....

You give the girls candycanes......... You get this.

Sometimes I get so irritated with Kai because she's really a spoilt brat... But when she gave me this painting, everything else didn't matter. =)

Tash thinks its really cute.

My nieces on public transport!!! Everytime they're on the bus or train (whenever my mom and/or I bring them out) they're like little angels................

Action......... Yaya only.

My favourite princesses in the entire world.

I took 2 hours off work today to go meet the girls (and my mom and the new nanny) in town today. They insisted on buying a $20 Winkz furry handbag each. Imagine this. Fur, pearls and fake diamante................................ HOW OBIANG RIGHT????????? They insisted on getting it. I tried to tempt them with every other nice thing at the TakaToyFair.......... But they only had eyes for the ugly handbags......... Before paying for them, I made them promise me that they will only play with it at home and will NEVER EVER bring it out................................................. Its damn ugly ok.

Had dinner with the girls and then brought them to the Santa show at Suntec. The girls had a great time singing along and clapping etc etc to all the xmas songs. =) Kyra was so 'teh' at one point I wanted to buy some scotch tape and tape it over her little mouth.

Happy 20th Nicky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am back home.
Still quite sober.
Many pictures to upload.

Zouk was INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its like as though the entire population of singaporeans/foreigners aged 16-30 were suddenly all let loose and all dumped at Z0uk or something. At one point, us 4 girls were PUSHED till we all lost balance and almost fell flat on a table filled with drinks. But thank goodness we didn't cos the guys decided to be macho men and fend us away from insane people.........

iScream

IF I WANT TO TAKE HALF DAY LEAVE TO MEET MY NIECES IN TOWN............... ITS MY PROBLEM RIGHT OR NOT? ITS MY LEAVE WHAT. AM I TAKING MONEY FROM YOU TO GO OUT????????? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. SO STOP MAKING SO MUCH NOISE AND DONT SPOIL MY MIDWEEK.

FattyBombom.

Cake number 6. Xmas log cake from OrchardHotel. Mango! Nice...

I'm gonna take half day leave today to meet my mom and the girls in town. =) Can't wait.

Talk about being bitter.

You know why I don't like to attend birthday celebrations? Because I don't want to expect anything for my birthday. I don't want to attend someone's birthday party and expect the person to attend mine.

Fuck expectations. Everyone can go far far away on my birthday this year. I will turn 20 alone. I will stay in the hotel room myself, and watch shows that will make me cry. And then I will sob like a baby, because of the show. And also maybe because I'll be alone on my birthday this year. I can even recount my past 2 years of birthday celebration. How people made me upset. How promises were broken. How tears were shed on the birthday. And in all these situations, I thank God for the people who made me feel better. C&J who presented me with my 'legal' cupcake at the stroke of midnight together with BJsInPJs. etcetc.

Don't even think I should get the room. My sis is trying to get a room at Ritz for me this year.. I guess there is no use for a room this year.

Un-MerryXmas & UnHappyNewYear

I don't like paying the bills.
I'm so broke.
This sucks.

The glass house.

Had dinner and the works at MountFaber this evening. Lovely place. Had super yummy food, go go go! Go to TheGlassHouse for dinner/lunch/supper soon! Lovely view, good service and fantastic food. =) The view from our table is actually alot better than this. But my phone sucks, and my sister didn't bring her camera. Boo.
There is this fake snow thing. I think at 8pm, 9.30pm and 11.30pm. The works.. Fake snow, fake santa, angels and yadayada. The girls had so much fun.
The xmas trees near the cable cars. Lovely at night. Not so lovely in the light. Haha.
Kyra looks so fat here!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. They were laughing and screaming. Pure joy.
Hahaha. And yes, we sat the cable car ride (again)..... The many things we could do at MountFaber for free, all thanks to DennisKorkor and Krist0n. =)

Their XmasEve package is $138++ per head for dinner. And NewYear'sEve package is $168++ per head for dinner. Ahh, the view at MountFaber will be super nice once the IR is up.

I've yet to go to Vivo yet in the day. The only time I went was with the ditzys and ALLLLL the shops were closed. I am SUAKU!

I dont like Nokia.

I dont like Nokia.
I dont like Nokia.
I want to change...

Choices.

I have a choice tonight to either go for dinner with someone that I shouldn't be having dinner alone with, or... Have dinner at the glass house with my sister.......

Hmm.

Then again, not that cynical.

Last night at ICB while waiting for the guys.

Still cynical about weddings. Polka dots and monogram. Talk about mismatch... Anyone one of my cousins thought my bag was a *gasp* fake..... *@#&$#. Its vintage ok, and its authentic. Belongs to my mom from long long long ago.

The 1.5 million dollar xmas 'tree' at BugisJunction, by SooKee. Beautiful huh.

The emcees were so boring!!

Before leaving, getting ready.

Hahaha, yes my mom is how skinny. I think I got the fat genes... Boo..

My dearest. =) My mom looks quite good for a 55 year old ey?

Hahahaha, I attempted to put a litttttleee bit of make-up!

What I wore for the wedding. My heels were killing me. I felt like my feet are gonna die anytime. Everyone thought I grew taller.... Hahaha!

Okie, so.......... I'm not that cynical after that lah. Attending the wedding dinner makes me want to get married. Makes me wanna do one of those cheesy childhood videos and all. Hahaha! Ahhhh I can do a childhood video even if I'm not getting married. Heck!

The food at InterContinental wasn't fantastic. Tasted better... =/ But I guess the nice ballroom and everything else made up for it. Drank wine and my mom was like, 'ONE GLASS ONLY OK.' Hahaha! Made small talks with almost everyone and anyone. Saw relatives that I didn't even know existed.......... One of them saw me and thought I was my sister. Cos she asked me, (in hainanese) 'Wheres your baby sister?' Hahaha. Hello aunty?? I'm turning 20 already ok. Not a baby anymore... Years go by you know??!!!

OHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I saw this damn good looking guy at the wedding. I think he belongs to my aunty's husband's side or something. He looks like some korean star. Long hair, dreamy eyes and nice height etc etc. He looks like KwonSangWoo!!!!!! I'm not kidding!!!!!!!!!!! But I think he's quite old. Shit man, I better stop looking at old men.

I realised that at every family event, I will have a cousin or two to sneak off with to go and smoke. Hehehe. Our family has naughty kids.

The year end is coming. Gosh. Quite scary. I don't like................

Oh........... When we were at ICB last night, we were talking about gay relatives. Edmund's uncle is 48 this year. 20 years ago, he met a guy on a wednesday. Shifted into his place on the following saturday. And now, they're still together.. So sweet right?! And you must realise, we're talking about 20 years ago. When the society isn't as gay-friendly as it is now. When homosexuals are prolly shunned just becos they're not straight... I mean, come on... Straight isn't normal too. Its just common................. Okie, I'm gonna go to hell for saying that. Anyway cheers to that couple who are still together. =)

No, not in Sentosa.

Just got home. Guess who was walking to the lift when I got outta the cab? ....... My brother!!!!!! The eldest one..... I mean, its freaking 4.30am.... What are the chances of us walking to the lift together?!!!! And the thing is, I smell of alcohol (beer)... Blame it on ICB. Thank goodness I didn't decide to light up after getting outta the cab. =p

I ate so much rice today, I feel like a FanTong. PepperLunch for dinner and BahKutTeh for supper. All pepper-ish stuff. Hot hot hot. Miss E and I did some unintentional shopping. Our intention was just to meet for dinner. Plus, we met so late! About 8ish. But we still managed to shop abit. Heh. Well, when there's a will... There will always be a way. We're always doing 'late-night shopping' anyway. Heh.

Do you know that guys gossip alot too? As in they reallllllly bitch alot. I think they're perhaps worst than girls you know!! Haha. Ok lah, maybe girls win... By a littttttttleeeeeeee bit.

I want to go on a crash diet. I want to be like bulimic or something...... Do you think if I drink more alcohol I will lose weight? What if I drink every single night.... Then I drink till I puke? Will I lose weight?????????????? Hahahahha. Okie, don't worry. Not that crazy, yet.

I need a pair of nice brown shoes. I wanted to wear a pair of brown shoes today. And then I realised that the only pair of brown shoes I have are the brown loafers.... And err, the brown heels............ But I don't have a pair of nice brown flat shoes...... Anyone knows anywhere that sells nice brown leather flats? Not loafers!! I've got one already. I need like.... Erm.. Nice brown shoes. Hahaha.

My cousin is getting married tomorrow. Agh, which means have to attend the wedding dinner and yadayadayada. After looking around at (almost) all the married couples around me.......... I feel like telling my cousin that he's prolly making the biggest mistake of his life. SO CYNICAL RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha.

And while (almost) everyone is prolly at Sent0sa now, dancing, (intoxicated) and having lotsa fun....... I'm gonna go sleep and be prepared for a long long day tomrrow....

The devil doesn't wear prada!

I hate bills. Really, if I could.. I would really like to burn all the invoices in the world.....

Caught TheDevilWearsPrada (finally)..... Got me thinking, how often are we like that? Are we pretending to be someone that we are not? Are you sure you really want it? Or are you just pretending that you want it because its what everyone else wants and you like getting something that is deemed unattainable by others? Also finished watching StainedGlass (korean drama)... Stupid ending....... No love!!!!!!!!!!! Made me cry and then? NO LOVEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello, where have you gone to?

Thou shall not........

Dear Daphne, it is not a laughing matter. Don't cross the line. Stop playing with fire. I will personally go and smack your big fat ass.

Cheers,
LinDaiNi

R>I>P

James Kim is so cute. RIP.

Rrrrrring

I must be an idiot, smiling to the office phone. Haha.
Ohmygosh oh.my.gosh. =p
I wanto go to Finland.........................................................

Girly stuff.

Brought Tash out today to watch OpenSeason in town. She went 'are you there yet?' throughout the entire bus ride. Almost wanted to strangle her. Haha.

Had fun with the Ditzys and Tash. I think she enjoyed being the center of attention today. :) Brought her to do her first manicure. Haha. Quite cool.

I think I'm so cynical about l-o-v-e now I should start saving up for a place of my own. I just heard the most disgusting tale about an abusive husband today. I am so disgusted. Yuck. I want to strangle him, crush him like how I would to a piece of paper and throw him into the rubbish chute.

I am suffering from year end blues. This sucks.

Anyway everywhere I go, I hear of couples breaking up, couples cheating on each other, people trapped in an abusive r/s...... So depressing. You know what? Screw love!

Close to my heart.

Close to my heart. Right next to my computer. Stuck onto the mirror. Tash drew the princess last year and gave it to me. The white rabbit is from Kai. She did it during art class. :) And the magnet that is holding them together, a picture of my PoPo and me. I think I was only about 4 years old. (Yes, that hairstyle is timeless) Its been 10 years since PoPo passed away. All it took was one fall. Then everything that could go wrong went wrong from then. =( PoPo, I'm trying to learn how to speak more hainanese now. I remember last time whenever you spoke to me in hainanese, I will reply in broken mandarin, a little bit of Hainanese and some english. Thank you for loving me and protecting me. I miss you PoPo.

CakeNumber5.

Girls will be girls. Girls will be vainpots.

Tash looks like a china girl with her fringe up.

Birthday girl posing.

Kai is SOOOO skinny.

Tasha and Kai's balloon.

You're the queen. The princess. Everything, on your special day.

Kai is a little 'pak jiao'.... HAHA! And yes, she has a very high forehead. Hence the bangs.

Monkey Kai.

I AM SO PUTTING ON WEIGHT. I JUST HAD CAKE NUMBER FIVE TODAY. IN LIKE ONE MONTH......

1. Tash's birthday party.
2. Tash's actual birthday.
3. Bro in law's birthday.
4. Kai's birthday party.
5. Kai's actual birthday.

Too much of something, is just as tough. Haha. Spice girls to the max. Yo! I'm bringing Tash out tomorrow! I have every single thing planned out. From the time I'm picking her up, to what time the movie is, to what time our manicure appointment is, to what time we'll have cake and coffee for me.. Till the time we meet my sister at Millenia. So paranoid right? Not me, my sister.

SPELL SIAN

• I'm not going to Z0ukOut this year because my cousin decided to get married on the 10thDec. So, I doubt I can survive the wedding if I'm partying till morning.
• I just heard the thunder. I must go over to my sister's place myself tonight because my brother in law and her will be going for drinks at Balaclava after work.
  
• I want to drink beer. Like you know, hoe? Or H?
• I've not clubbed in ages!
• Its going to rain, and I have to take public transport all the way to the west. Why? Because my sister and my brother in law will be going to Balaclava for drinks after work.
  

The brat turns 4.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS. I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE A SPOILT BRAT......... PLEASE START EATING MORE. YOU'RE SO SKINNY AND SMALL YOUR AUNTY IS JEALOUS.....

Boring, infected but not really affected.

My 4 year old navel piercing decided to be a bitch yesterday. Infection!!!!!! After being a good girl for the past 4 years, suddenly went mad................................... Either that, or I'm too fat...................... then the fats and piercing don't gel............ Uh oh.

FatWeekend....

I tell you, I ate so much this weekend I think I've gained like 5kgs or something. Last night B and I went to HookedOnHeads for dinner. We ordered so much! Like enough for 3. Anyway the food there is yummy. =) And we had ice cream after that!!!!!! And today, after service, we went to Brekos and ordered enough for 3 again........ And had ice cream after that. Wah. How not to put on weight I ask you???!!!!!!!!!

Haha, Beks took that picture today. I look skinny. HAHAHAHH! ALL LIES!!!!

Party. Party full of kids.

Haha, MisterDT took this. So cute right!! It was supposed to be only them both, but I jumped in.

Check out Kyra's huge ball(oon). There's a cute little flower pot at the bottom. Don't play play, she's only 4 and she received a gift from Noel or dunno what. My sister did the most bimbo thing before taking this picture.
Jie, help us take a picture with this.
Okie sure. How to use.
Passes her phone. Shows her where to press.
She faces the lens to herself. And said,
Look where??!! How to see??!!

I look so BUI here. Like fattybombombombom. And it was supposed to be a stupid picture. But I think I got sabo-ed.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAA

We all look fat here. But in reality, I'm the only fat one.

Piiiiink.

I don't know whether this picture is nice because of Beks... Or.....

Tash and her GodSister Jin. That V thing looks suggestive ey? Tash is in this V thing because she's going to PrimaryTwoPeace next year. Go figure.

Mommy and I on the way to my sister's place.

HAHAHA. The only reason why I like this picture is because I have collarbones in them!

Whoa, such a nice picture. Right smack in the middle. Must be a good photographer who took it. Haha.

Aiya, I look so fat here. Like pregnant.

SerangoonGardenIsCool

Fingers in the way. PartI

Fingers in the way. Part II

Fingers in the way. Part III

Haha, damn funny the title. Saw this on 8days.

In the car, before it rolled like 3cm down the slope.

Peace. Twist. Whatever.

Old skool ok!! Kai's current fav. StrawberryShortcake!!!

Last Sunday after service at NewCrea. See, I can wear the tee ok. Its not too tight. =p

Video making night.

Video making night. Again.

Hurry!!

Enough said, I cannot wait!