AH LIAN OIIIII

Very lian hor???!!! My mom hates it!!! Before the ash and the purple was there, it was terrifying. Blond ok. Don't play play.

DRRRRRRRRRINK

I cannot drink.

Really.

I don't like online convos with my brother online. They bring me back to reality.

I wanna sell my phone. Its driving my crazy.

GROWLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Drink....

I seriously need to stop drinking. One day before I turn 21 I am gonna look into the mirror and look like I'm 40 years old.

I MISS DANNY LIM

Because it is in the morning, because he is my brother, because he is the brother that I am closer to outta the two, because I (used to or maybe still do) look up to him...... Because he is *ahem* my brother.

In the past 2 months I've complained to much to almost everyone around me how he's not been replying emails and such, but once I talk to him on the phone or on MSN, it all goes away.. Because he is still family afterall.. Right?

moo me says:
families can really suck and fucked up big time sometimes
moo me says:
trust me
moo me says:
I am speaking from experience
moo me says:
but it is what it is right?
moo me says:
oaky girl
moo me says:
really gotta go
moo me says:
miss you!!!!
moo me says:
chat with you later
moo me says:
bye!!!

I miss you Korkor...... Please come back soon.. Why do you guys leave???? After you left all I had was MelKorkor to talk (bitch) to and then now Mel has left.. You've left for so long... WHO ELSE IS THERE???? The other day I was at Elin's bday celebration and I heard her cousin talking..... Made me miss the both of you so much. Of cos you more cos you're my brother and I love you the most.................................... Don't you love us anymore????????????????????????????

xoxoxoxooxox
YOUR AH LIAN SISTER DIUDIUDIUD

SHOULD I?????

I am suddenly super tempted with the thought of saving money and going over to NY to look for Dan and try to live there....

I was given the option to before the CNY.

The catch here is that, can I survive with the amount of money given to me...... And when can I do there?????? What if I fail??

And one thing I cannot let go is def my FAMILY and also my friends. I can't imagine going thru a week without seeing my princesses....

MONDAYS..........

Who gets high on a Monday? Who goes out partying on a Monday............... Me and June lor........

Today I 'pua'................ Actually I lost money. But...... I didnt exactly lose money....................... So like erm.. Break even and pay for my shopping yesterday lor..........

I went to the MOST AH BENG CLUB today ok. Don't PRAY PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. HAHHAHA.

Oh... I woke up at 830am this morning just to go and get my hair colored. I was in Toni&GuyHeeren for about 5 hours. And then I walked out with erm.......... Ah lian looking hair. This friend of mine saw me and called me a LIAN. How depressing ok............ I now have erm.. Light brown hair, with like ash and purple colored fringe...... Oh, and I went for a manicure after my hair color cos I was too early for anything..... AND THEN..... I broke my nail about 8pm...... HOW DEPRESSING................. (*@&(*@&$(*@&$(&@$(&($@&

And I am talking to Danny online now and I wanna cry. I miss you Korkor............. Come back COME BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

NO MORE SHOPPPPPPING!!!

Erm.. I woke up about 5pm today and ended up at HolidayInn with Denise. Bought 3 Dkny tops for only $40... How not to buy???!!!!!!

Went over to GWC for dinner. Sotong sotong sotong..... And then watched my Sunday movie.. And now I'm home and........ I'm coloring my hair later! Yipee!!

Merry

Merry.

Today I attended my best friend's 21st birthday celebration. Which included.......... Many people, alot of laughter, family and everything else.

The birthday song was started by yours truly and MissDeniseChua.... We laughed too much today. Together with Francis&co, Elin's family and everyone else............

Happy 21st dearest Elin...... =) Love you many many many...... Mwah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Afterwhich was StJames and bQ again.... Gosh.......

I experienced a very funny taxi encounter. Which included a funny too small for singapore guy and another girl that was waiting to get laid.... GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MANY BIRTHDAYSSSSSSS

Tonight marks the erm 3rd birthday celebration I'm going to this week. Tomorrow (or rather later) marks the 4th!!!!!

Men should be locked in cages... Yes or no???????????

Wah tonight I am an ANGPOW.. HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!

NO MORE SHOES!!!!!!!

I've bought less than 10 pairs of shoes in 2007. Yay. Supposed to cut down and I think I'm almost there...

Bought a pair of gold flats yesterday from Bata (don't laugh. damn cute ok) and then bought a pair of heels from CalvinKlein today..... ONLY $60!!!!!!! Usual $499.... So.... Not buying it will be so wrong... So no choice lor, must buy................ Hahahaha!

Update

*Ahem*. The someone didn't get laid in the end.

I don't know whether she's relieved or sad..... Hahahahahahahaha..

Pushing.

Yes I am your sister, and yes you've done alot for me and I owe you alot.

BUT, DON'T BLAST AT ME FOR NO RHYME OR REASON AND SHOUT AT ME ON THE PHONE AND HANG UP. I DON'T THINK I DESERVE IT. YOU ARE HAVING PROBLEMS, DEAL WITH IT. DONT BLAST AT ME.

GROWLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT GO CRAZY ON ME.

Wednesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Happy birthday once again Crys and WT!!! Woohoo. Everyone around me can watch r(a) movies LEGALLY!!!!!!!!! Almost!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahem, SOMEONE'S GETTING LAID THIS MORNING..... SOMEONE'S GETTING LAID THIS MORNING............. HHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!

Past.

You wanto bring up the past and talk about money?? You wanna talk about every single cent??

Fuck you lah. I think that as long as I'm saving up for my own education and I'm not taking a single cent from anyone of you.. What else do you want from me? What else?

Women are jealous creatures!

My nieces are the most beautiful girls in my life. As in to me lah. They're always the cutest and the most beautiful. Very proud of them, Tash is becoming a brave girl. She fell in school again recently and she didnt even cry!! And when her tooth fell out during recess, she went to the washroom to rinse her mouth and didnt cry!! So brave!! And Kai is becoming quite a princess in school. Everyone remembers her as the girl with the cast so her friends and all will help her to do stuff. Haha.

Went to the airport to send my cousin off this evening. I don't like the airport. I can say this like a thousand times.. I don't like the departure hall. Super depressing!! =( After all the tears, we went over to EastCoast for a feast! Ahhh. Fat already. =(

I'm gonna miss my cousin. So much. Now who's gonna cut my hair?? He's been cutting it for the past like 2 and a half years. Then no one to be the big brother role in my life already. Sigh.

Women are really very jealous people you know???

EVERYONE IS TURNING 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 21ST HAZEL. AND CRYSTAL AND WENTING AND JEN AND ELIN AND ALL THE OTHER MARCH PEOPLE.

Today I went to Hazel's 21st celebration. It was a good time of 1e3 1999 batch to talk and laugh and erm..... Play photohunt and take many pictures!

I am so bored now lalallalala.

HANGOVER

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I HATE HANGOVERS
GROWLS

We all pray....

There was this particular woman, she was a woman whom I've always looked up to. She was a woman of faith, trust and other things nice. She was a woman of God. She was what we would call, a GodlyWoman. She deserved every single respect, and everything else. This morning, she joined the Lord after a battle. It was a tough battle and I pray that her family will pull through.

I have a wonderful and liberal mom. She was one (prolly the only one) of the few ladies that I've thought, 'If only my mom was like that'. She was the most supporting Mom I've ever known of. And she is such a wonderful testimonial of God.

Thank you Lord for bringing her back with you. Its where she belongs. She's one of the greatest woman I've known in my life. She's given her all. I wish her well....

Aunty, I pray that you will rest in peace and that you will be happy being back with the Lord. Don't worry about your kids, God will have their way. I am very thankful for the few encounters that we've had.

Today, I went from Velvet (YAY FINALLY A GOOD NIGHT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) to everywhere else.

I am filled with too much alcohol but I am very sad about my friend's mom. I love my mom and everyone around me.

Why do such things happen to good people???????????

I love Jessica and Rose.

Spent time with the girls today. Really miss spending time with them, even if we're just doing simple things like watching a dvd together, blahblahblah.

I BROKE MY Z0UK FAST............. After supper today at about 2am, we decided to go to Z0uk. It was bloooooody packed. We were inside for only about half an hour then we left. We headed over to clubKS instead.

I was reading the papers there............. And saw the 'most interesting' article of the week, or even month... Gosh gosh gosh!!!!!!!!!

And then I also found out the juiciest piece of news......... She's already married and has a kid?? Gosh. I remember her in her cute school uni smoking doode.

New watch!!

Yay! Thank you MissSoo for the belated birthday present! =)

Wahlao, March got alot of birthday celebrations leh! This Sunday got one. Next Friday got one. Next Saturday got one. This Friday another one...

HappyBdayAll.

Choices.

I am given a choice.

Should I ignore it, or play with fire??

LAO REN YAO ZHANG DA!!!

My favourite girls. Jessica and Rose..
Kyra looks so cute here. It was supposed to be a cute pose. Her sister taught her how to put her feet up and look cute. But I think Tash forgot to tell Kai what to do to her hands.

During service!
We were playing freeze and melt. See my ice queens. So hot. Haha.
Freeze. Ice ice baby.
Tash posing....
The banger sisters.
See, Kai is so skinny she has a flat tummy at the young age of 4..

I slept at 6am and got up at 830am to get ready for the 9am service. And I wasnt even THAT late ok. Rushed like mad and took a cab down. Anyway, Hazel and I had horrible fishball noodles after that. Eww. =/ Went to town and shopped from like 1130 all the way till 430... My feet hurt so much!!!!!! And I was wearing sneakers. Gosh. Thank goodness I didnt wear heels or something. I CANNOT WALK IN HEELS!! Theres this shop at FarEast, wahlao the salesgirl is how cute lah!!! Even Crys thought so. She's not cute in the boyish way.. She's damn cute in the girly damn zai way. Gosh!! Hahaha.

Went over to my sister's place. Bought the girls some DisneyPrincess stuff. Ah, such a joy to see them. =) My nieces both like different boys now. Tash likes D _ _ _ and Kai likes S _ _ _ _. Both sons of my sister's good friends...... So look, Tash is 8 years old this year and she likes a 13 year old boy........ 5 years difference... Kai is 5 years old this year and she likes (another) a 13 year old boy........ 8 years difference... I don't remember liking boys when I was that age. I thought boys are supposed to be yucky and dunno what at that age?? How come my nieces start liking boys at such a young age ar??? I don't even like a boy now. They beat me to that man.

Things at home arent looking good. =/ I hate men!!! Everyone in the family is blind!! I hope Tash and Kai learn how to choose the right men in future.

Ended up at Walas for drinks.

A fight almost broke out. Old people are really silly. So old already, have you not grown up yet??!!!!!

I am hungry.

Bye!

Hmmmmm.....

Your Working Style

You are friendly, adaptable realists. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.

You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone--including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be a gifted problem solver. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.

You are actively curious about people, activities, food, objects, scenery, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

• a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
• the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
• an artistic taste and judgement
• the handling of tools and materials

You make your decisions by using the personal values of feeling rather than the logical analysis of thinking. Your feeling makes you tactful, sympathetic, interested in people, and especially good at handling human contacts. You may be too easy in matters of discipline. You learn far more from first-hand experience than from books, and do better in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are health services, sales, design, transportation, entertainment, secretarial or office work, food service, supervising work groups, machine operation, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

Got this off some website. True?

AGAIN??!!!!!

Picture from Wednesday night! Almost everyone was smashed.. Gosh.

Guess where was I again tonight?? M0S AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've not been to Z0uk yet this year. How sad.. AGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Thursday

Thursdays arent usually filled with so much drinks.

Friday will be yet another cycle. OMG OMG.

I that stupid meh???
!!!
What is MAKE LOVE?????? WTF!!!!!!!!!! I SO STUPID MEH??????????????


HAHAHHA!!!!!!

NO Z0UK AGAIN!! GROWLS

We were supposed to go to Z0uk last night. It was planned like last week. Guess where we ended up (again)............. Yes, M0S.............. GROWLS!!!

There were about 10 of us at the SkyL0unge area and we had like I dunno how many bottles of 1.5litre cham. Crazy!!

Ending of the night was funny and chaotic. Ha ha ha.

Think girls are stupid meh??!!

FINALLY!!!!!!

Today I (finally) walked into a mall........... I was supposed to just walk around to kill time.

I walked past Hue......... Big hugeass SALE sign posted on the front..................... I thought, 'ok lah, go inside see see look look, if got nice shoes that my sister will like can ask her to come down and take a look since she's their number1 fan'

And then I saw the cutest pair of flats that was on 70%............ How to NOT buy I ask you??????? PLUS!!! It was the last pair... So, HOW TO NOT BUY?!!!!! And it was only about 60bucks after discount!!!! And its so cute. SO cute. Hahaha. Super girly.

FINALLY I BOUGHT A PAIR OF SHOES!!!! This is shoe number 2 for 2007 only. WOOHOO!! I AM HOW GUAI!

The pursuit of happyness.

Caught the show earlier on and had a damn good supper at Geylang after that.

Very inspirational. Whats happYness to you? How far will you go to be happy??

Pictures!

Family. Love love.

Tears.

Today I went to a family thing. It was my cousin's thing. Complete with family and his friends.

Other than the fact that I ALMOST got tipsy when all my relatives were still around, everything else was good.

I got a 'I'm leaving' talk from my cousin. Inclusive of him telling everyone (and me) that I am the cousin that he pampers the most and how he used to piggyback me around when I was younger and lighter, spend his pocket money on me when I want to buy things from the vending machine etc etc. (Which meant, I cried........ As usual. I cannot stand emo talks) Wahlao. Cannot make it. Ed was making fun of me the entire night ok.

So while the groom k.O-ed........ The rest of us watched soccer. Erm.. Yes. It was barely 1am ok.

Don't leave. I don't like depatures. =( =(

Goodbye......

I will NOT cry tonight.

Frydayyy

Had fantastic dimsum at RoyalChina@Raffles.. Go try..

And everything else besides my yummy dimsum lunch pretty much sucked.

Singapore is TOOO fucking small. Growls!! I don't wanna be 30+ and have things that I've done in my teens to come back and haunt me.

I hate working with the grump from hell. Let me say that 1000 times ok.

Don't phunk.

Class95 is playing DontPhunkWithMyHeart now. Wow, really old song. A June2005 song.........

You remember?

Good?

I sat in an apparently very zai car home today. All I have to say is, very good meh?????????? Ok only what... I don't understand men and their cars...

I hate working with the grump from hell. Growls!!!!!!!!

Yay, gonna have a nice Cny lunch tomorrow at RafflesHotel! =)

I feel so fat now cos I ate rice for dinner. For the past few days all I had was soup.

I am fattybombombombombom.

OHHHHHHH!!!!!! ANYWAY... I'M FREE THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!! ASK ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saturday night I've got my cousin's farewell thingy though. Expect tears... =( And on Sunday I'm doing some flea market thingy with Lam, Diana and etc etc.......... Lemme get the details and I'll post it up tomorrow! I think I'll be selling off my skinny clothes, earrings, tops etc etc.. But I've only got Sauturday to prepare for it. Dammit. Better don't get trashed......

Jessica and Rose Wong.

Hello Jessica and Rose, I miss the both of you alot. Can't wait to see you guys on Saturday! I miss lazing around your room with you girls and playing barbie with the both of you and nanny. Playing board games, boogle and everything..... Ah... Wanna hug them both now! =(

Be the hunter or be hunted?

Today I was given the hunting lesson 101.... Very interesting....

Its not about the end. Its the process of hunting that is *ahem* goooood.