True.....

A wise girl kisses, but doesn't love... listens but doesn't believe and leaves before she is left..

Quite true ey? I got this off a friend's friendster profile...

Anyway.. I can't wait for tomorrow. Gonna be a long day! Gotta wake up early to go to RafflesPlace to collect something. =/ And NightSafari at night! I'm bringing my princesses along!

@*(&$@(&$(*@&

Can you just leave us alone? Leave her alone. Get outta the picture. I wanto slash your face and pull your hair and slap you senseless and use a knife to stab you.

You're literally a bastard and you're making life miserable for everyone. No one wants to see you. Even your own family doesn't want you in their house.

No one wants to see you. I want to see you. I want to see you going down. (No not literally. I mean like going down career wise and financially wise and everything else)

I want to see you die. Ok that sounds scary but no I will not murder you but I hope someone will whack you to death.

I am Feifei.

I finally had 'ma la huo guo' for dinner last night! Been craving for it for about a month already. And the best thing?? We added a shot of Martell into our chicken soup.. Yummy!!!!! Try it the next time you go for steamboat. Add Martell into your soup.. Woosh.

It was DoubleDandMissE! We sat around and laughed too much at s.J. Went to Hooters after that to hear the waitresses speak with an *ahem* accent........ Hahahaha!! Oh I think we drank too much before we went into M0s everything was so funny.

The night was 'ruined' when a call came. Growls. Had to rush back. Thank goodness the other 2 came with me. We ended up sitting at the pavilion for about 2 hours. Talking about the birds and the bees... Hahaha.

Okie, once again thanks for coming with me. I love the both of you deep deep.... With or without bush........ Xoxoxoxo.

Be happy be happy be happy. Next week is a packed week. Be happy.

Daze.

Cat, remember the daze joke?

I spent today in a daze. I can be doing something and then flashes of what happened last night will appear. And then I will start tearing. Wah lao.

You know what they say about walls? Walls have ears. Ditto. The way she said it in such a matter of fact way broke my heart.

The way she hugged me and sobbed broke my heart.

I need a cage. Lets do it.

Dream dream dream.

Is it a dream?

NO. Wake up your idea Daphne Lim, this is reality.

Reflection.

Tuesday nights are supposed to be boring. Last Tuesday the doubleDs ended up at Dragonfly because we wanted to drink and it was 2am.

You know what happened last night??? Something that shouldnt have happened, something that will remain in my memory for a long time, and something thats gonna cause changes to alot of things.

You know if I had a gun now, I know exactly who I want to murder. I know its not healthy to want to kill someone just because I dont like the person. BUT I THINK I HAVE EVERY FUCKING RIGHT TO WANT TO MURDER THAT PERSON BECAUSE THAT PERSON IS NOTHING BUT HEARTACHE, TROUBLE AND FLITH. I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH A BASTARD. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE RIGHT.. YOU FUCKED IT UP. BIG TIME.

I am still very angry now. I am very sad too. I want to cry but I've cried too much tonight.

I saw a reflection of myself today. I saw a reflection of my dad today.

And you know what? Its scaring me. How the hell does everyone stand me?

SPIDERRRRRMAN!!!!!!

Woohoo I'm watching SpiderMan3 next wednesday!!

Omg GIRL POWER TO THE RESCUEEEEEE

The SPICEGIRLS got together recently for the Christening of GingerSpice's baby. (Bluebell Madonna, yah what a name....)

VictoriaBeckham (Adam) is a mother of 3. (Boys. Or is it 2?)
MelanieBrown is a mother of 2. (Girls. With the latest one rumoured to be fathered by EddieMurphy....)
GeriHalliwell is a mother of 1. (BLUEBELL MADONNA... YAH.)
EmmaBunton is pregnant.
MelanieChisholm is not pregnant. Not a mother. I've always thought she's.. You know.. Queer.

They should call themselves the SPICEMUMS or SPICEWOMEN the next time they have a reunion.

But I still , like love them alot and I will continue to listen to their albums and sing their songs whenever I go to the ktv.

Pssst, guess who started singing Wannabe while doing her homework the other day? My 8 year old niece. I passed Tash the first SPICE album... AND SHE LOVES IT!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!

Entourage.

Because I am down with stomach flu, plus... I 'officially' woke up at 530pm earlier on cos I was having a high fever... So I just spent like the last 7 hours watching 20 episodes of this show. Quite funny.. Like the male version of SATC. In a way lah.. 4 more to go. I am so awake now its not funny. And I still feel like puking even though I had dinner at 630pm and the last time I puked was about 11pm. Growls!!!

Stomach flu.

Agh, down with stomach flu. Woke up like 5 times. Puked like 3 times and ate only once.

Blarghs!

FrenZzZ 4EvaxXx

Today I met all the friends I love. I met Cat and did a little bit of shopping. And then we bumped into Cheryl and then had coffee and started bitching. And then.... Wai came and we went over to ArabStreet to smoke shisha. And then.. Denise came and off we went to MrBean. And then... Elin came and we started gossiping about alot of things. Ha ha ha. Will you please do the heart shape thingy with me??? I think the last time the 3 of us EdoubleD met up together was.... Last month during Elin's birthday party.

Anyway you know what you know what???? We didn't drink today!! Not a single drop.. Woohoo

I am feeling very sick now. I want to vomit but I don't want to see potato wedges and mushroom soup in the toilet bowl. My body feels as though its on fire (not in a good way) and I feel like I need to sleep for at least 20 hours to feel better.

I love my family. Family members are very important you know. I love my nieces and I want to protect them from all the harm in the world. I love my mom and my sis and I want them to be happy. I love my brothers and I want them to be happy too. I love my dad sometimes but not all the time.

I realised that I have alot of 'threesome' friends. Like Elin, Denise and I will always meet up together. And then Cat, Wai and I will meet up together. Also not forgetting the Ditzys. Beks, Eve and I. If I met the ditzys today I would have met all the 3 Tri friends I have. But its ok because we're going to the NightSafari next Monday!!! I can't wait. I've not been there in my entire life!!!!!

I am very angry with a man.

I am so so so angry with a man now I feel like rushing over to stab him with a knife.
I don't like the way he is causing hurt to the people I love and the way he is handling things.

Fucking self centered.

I can't believe I used to look up to you.... OH WELL, WE WERE ALL STUPID AND BLIND.

Sticking together.

I don't have a very close r/s with my eldest brother. No, not the one in NY. The one in SG.

This morning (or rather now), I woke up to a very very long sms from him. Like you know more than 3sms-es together that kind.

Wahlao. First thing I wake up in the morning (ok, mid afternoon) make me cry..

Aiyaaaaa.
Damn sian.

Crystal Jadeeeee

Today ThaiTwin and I met up for a very late lunch at about 4pm.. We ordered SO MUCH. And we also took neoprints and she bought lovely stickers for my princesses. =)

I wanto buy shoes leh. But I ended up buying jeans...

Who wants to go shopping tomorrow??

Wise words.

Some God fearing guy said this online. (HAHAHAHA!!)

Singapore is become SinglePore.
Maybe even SingleMumPore.

True?

Tears.

Today I lost my wallet for about 2 hours.

I cried.
Cried. Cried. Partly cos I just drew money from it.
The other part are the pictures I have in it. I have pictures, pictures that I dont have the negatives of.. Becos of some reason or the other.

I cried. And cried and threw my temper for about 2 hours.

Until I found it....... Somewhere where someone said they looked but couldnt find...................

Ok lah, still found it in the end. Like heaven sent you know.

TripleDDD

Earlier on, the DoubleDs went over to Dragonfly.

It was surprisingly packed for a Tuesday night. And there are many many weird people there. We're prolly one of them. Hahaha.

Yay, I come home.. Log on to MSN and Danny msg-ed me.
Yay. =)

NOKIAAAAAA IS KILLING ME

Nokia is killing me. I cannot receive messages and I cannot save messages and I cannot save numbers.

GROWLS

Pics!

Boiler, lots of drinks but I stayed sober! Woohoo.

Scary cab!

I just got home from the scariest cab ride. The uncle was travelling at 140km/h.. And his car was freaking freezing!

Morning everyone.

27 is not a good number.
No no.

The irony.

Isnt it ironic how it will cost you only $25 to register your marriage. If you want out, $25 x 100. $2500. Immediate divorce.

Thursday nights are SO boring.

Today I went to StJames and it was so boring.

So we decided to go over to Clinic. And it was so boring and they screwed up our food order.

And then before that, they told us that they were closing at 4am. And at 2.55, they came and ask us for last orders and then informed us that they're closing at 3am.... Wtf???!!!

Then we really wanted to drink. Cos one guy is depressed, another girl is numb, another girl is in love and as for me, I am erm... Bored....... And......... Then..... We couldnt think of a SINGLE place in Singapore at that hour to drink. So we ended up having supper.

And at 430, I suddenly went... "Eh, we should have gone to Balcony right? Its 24hours and they serve food......." But it was a little too late. We were too bored and the urge to drink more wasn't there anymore.. Aiya. SIAN!

Anyway, its nice to see a person not getting over someone he married.. Quite sweet right??

Will you marry for money or for love?

Im listening to the MoulinRouge soundtrack... Nice-y....

Whats up? Its Friday the 13th now!!!

So many things happening on Sunday. Why all on Sunday????

I am blogging like as if I am drunk. But I am not. I only had less than 3 drinks tonight. I think I ate too many french fries from Macs.

I am so awake now its not funny.

Oh just now in the evening I met the other StMargs girls for TzeChar at Novena.. Its damn good. The last time I ate there was the last time Tash got admitted into Thomson Medical. I laughed so much today.

Ha ha ha ha.

Poor baby.

My princess is sick.. AGAIN, yes again again again. High fever.



Thats the doubleDs last night at Rain.. Eh actually the place quite nice..

Sober tuesday

It was supposed to be a sober Tuesday. I got up at 3pm, made some calls.. had some plans... Made my way down to my sister's place to spend time with the girls and ended up at HV at around 8plus.

So Hoe
Hoe
Hoe
Hoe

And then Rain
And then KBox.

And home.

So sober!

Today

Today I spent almost 50 bucks at that DIVA shop. You know.......... The shop that sells all the necklaces and earrings that everyone else is wearing?????? Can you imagine I spent almost 50 bucks there?????????????????

And then us 3 girls spent about I dunno how many hundred at a shoe shop. Why do we buy shoes???? Why do we get tempted??? Why we so stupid?????????

Haiyo.

I think I drunk.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WOOOOHOOOOOO

Sunday!

Today I went to OrientalHotel for hightea and then went shopping and then wanted to buy alot of stuff.

I wish I am a taitai................

I am not sane now. Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing.

I cannot sleep because I cannot stop thinking about what is going to happen in the future. I know I should prolly be thinking about school and stuff, but this is even more important than that.

Just a week ago I was really quite sure that I would take up my Dad's offer to take my savings and go over to NY to see how long I can survive there. I mean Danny welcomed me, and S is also going over next month to do the same thing. It was looking good and all I had to do was ask for the money. And bye bye.

But now, a week later.. I ask myself.. 'What about things in SG?' I really want to be there for them. So I don't know whether this is a good thing or not, but I won't be going over to NY because No.1 I am too timid and I think I cannot survive there alone even though my brother is there. No2, I wanna be there for them, how can I go ahead and leave them here? Aghhhhh. And NY was looking so good.... Go there look for job with friends and then have lotsa fun. Fun.. Still think about fun.. =/

Why like that?????????????????????????????

There is no one for me to talk to and I wanna scream. Growls.

Boohoo

Today I received sms-es that almost made me cry. Ok lah I teared a little.

But you know what?? I don't believe in marriages.....

Guess

After work, I went over to Balaclava which was almost empty and then went on to the place above.. The set was really good. But we didnt really stay there long enough =(

I am so full. Burst!!

And no..... I didnt manage to wake up this morning for service. I woke up about 3ish instead. =/

Horrible.

RUBY RED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've found my favourite-est-est-est drink above champagne, screwdriver, flaming......... ITS........

ABSOLUT RUBY RED WITH CRANBERRY JUICE.................

Its so nice and everything else you cannot even taste the alcohol. Niiiiice........................

Oh and thats me in LaoBan's shades... YayaPapaya only.................

And isnt that the best thing you can do to a strawberry? Make it into a ROOOSEEEE. Like you know jack and rose jack and rose..........

I wento the most dis-gust-ing ktv pub today. Not really disgusting, but just really really really bad service.. Wahlao we spent like dunno how much there ok. Ok lah, not we pay but then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *@&$*&@$(*&@$(*&@.. Growls. No song to sing one lor.

And I am gonna wake up in 3 hours time... Shower... Get ready... Decide wat to wear.... Decide which bible to bring...... Decide wat shoe to wear.... And then cab down to church for the 10am service.

See you there.

Hair.

Last Monday I spent 5 hours at Toni&GuyHeeren coloring my hair.

Today I spent 1.5 hours at BlitzHolland cutting my hair.

And you know what? No difference..... Grrrrrr.

Nice

EASY TO LOVE YOU

SHAYNE WARD

this song is damn nice.. who can send it to me... love u many many

Tears boohoo.

Today I received an sms while I was on the bus.. And then I started crying. Wahlao. No tissue lor. Super lau kwee. Have to use wet tissue.

I am very very upset. But perhaps things will be for the better. If such a young kid can be so wise, isnt it time we wake up?????

Okie I am talking to Dan online about it now and I am crying again. Such things are not supposed to happen.. RIGHT????

Today I witnessed a fight. So old already, still fight... Wahlao eh..

April has been a bad month... Growls.

Sundays!!

My BuyAndThrowAway shoes... Eh 30 bucks ok, more expensive than those Fareast shoes hor...
M0s on Saturday with beer, vodka and champagne....
I was sleepy and very high. Not a good combination...
DoubleD double the trouble.
Fu Lu Shou!!! HAHHAHAA

Cat just came back from Indo again and I've got lotsa food and doughnuts again!! Yay.. =) Bui bui.... Even her maid said I put on weight leh. Depressing..