TOO HIGH TO TALK.

So today............ We went to the new place at CQ. Called 'Arena'. Quite good music. Maybe becos they played whatever we wanted them to play cos Mano knew the owner so thats good.

And after that I went to LongFei to meet my other half of the D and then we blahblahblah till we went to Ra4 and we blahblahblah till fukcing almost 830 am...

And then when I took a cab home with Dennis, my brother called me to ask me where I was yada yada... And then Dennis gave me a whole older sibling insight. Really not what I wanted to hear on a public holiday but I guess it was what I needed to hear.........................

I came home, everyone was awake.

And I have a lunch appointment at like 12pm.

I hope Dennis will get together with his wife cos he sounded so sad just now.

I think I drank too much. Bye

First, NYP... Now... NTU

V: Eh u remember the Tammi from NYP video or not??
D: Yah.. Hahahaha. I watched it.. My friend sent to me online.
V: Now got new one leh..
D: Her again?
V: No... NTU one..
D: See leh.
V takes out her phone.........

Bloody clip was like 13 minutes long.................... So freaking boring.. The girl got nice boobs though.. And she's pretty!! After watching it for like 2 minutes and they're still doing the same thing...

D: Fuck lah dont want to watch already. Your phone lousy. Cannot fast forward one. Boring!!!
V: Yah lor, I watched halfway only. Also havent finished watching. SO LONG LEH!! (The duration.. Not the size of his manhood.)

Why do people take such videos?? Just to circulate them around? This one even had background music and the girl laughing at the camera and smiling for it ok.

SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!

Lynn, Denise and I at J00k.
Tangs people.. One at Stila, the other at Mac..
Drink. Drink.
Thats Flower on the extreme right. I'm serious. Thats his name, Flower.....
Su.. Why u kiss me Su..
Pretty boys!!!!
DoubleDs with the guys.



Too many. Hahaha. Yay, seeing my princesses tomorrow. Woohoo.

Whee

I was at Ikea last week and I saw this... Its been there for quite awhile huh. I remember taking pictures there. Heh.. =)
Little Miss Ditzy, duh. Cant u read.
Yah, part of the mad people who go to L0ngFei on a Mondau night. And get smashed.
Beks got me this from Europe. We should really play this sometime soon. I've got my sister's place all to myself this coming weekend. Who's up for drinking games?

Sunday nights.

So I spent my Sunday night at Portsdown Road...... And then I came home and then I was very happy surfing the net, this call came in.

EL: Where you?
d: At home lah, why wassup?
EL: F ask u to come to CQ.. We just met K.
d: Huh......... Wtf......
F: Eh, you at home is it? I see you in CQ in 20 minutes.
d: Ok.. See you!

So I ended up at CrazyElephant.. And then BedRoom *NO NO NOT LITERALLY BED ROOM, AS IN THE NAME OF THE BAR.* And then after too many beers I am very high now..

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Anyway while I was at Portsdown earlier on... You know... Its a quiet place.. Etc etc etc... Got me thinking of how much I wanted to know how she is doing...... And I hardly sound like that, even Lock was quite amazed..... Perhaps more than my 'I'm in love' msn message to him............ But yah. I wonder how she's doing. Like really really really really. And the thing is, I dont have the guts to do anything about it. WTF wtf wtf wtf wtf.

I feel like a loser.

I AM SOBER.

1.30am - Seah Street.

1.30am - 2.30am - Fashion bar, Attica, M0s, Z0uk. Don't ask how we did that, the doubleDs managed to do that.... Yo. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

And then........ 2.30am - IDUNNOWHATTIME - Zouk.. And then...... LIVINGR00M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember that place.

But before that place, a whole lot of drama. Like you know, DRAMA DRAMA. LIKE OK. YOU KNOW, DRAMA DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then after than......... Where else can you go after 6am??? R4V LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okie... I am very sober already. But I am very awake. And I got no where to go. I think going to church with alcohol in my system is just wrong.... And tomorrow is a long day. LONG LONG DAY. WOOHOO!

BYEE

Nanny-sitting.

My sis, brother in law and the girls will be going to Phuket's (or is it Penang? Aiya, all I remember is that it starts with P..) Shangri-la for a holiday next Friday. So I've been assigned the task to.......... Tag along.... I wish. Actually no, I dont wish to go too. Imagine, how to enjoy a lovely resort with the girls? I mean not like they are irritating but they're kids!!

Oh, I'm assigned the task to NANNYSIT. No not babysit... She's not a baby. She's a grown woman with 2 kids! But they are not comfy with leaving her alone in the house for 4 days. So I'm gonna be staying over for that 4 days. A little scared though, becos my mom was just telling me last week that this new nanny is starting to pull stunts.. But my nieces are not stupid girls. They will usually report to their mommy dearest what nanny does in the day while everyone's not at home.... But I am still scared! Hahaha. Dammit. Not close to her at all. What if she brings someone to my sister's place and I come home? What am I supposed to do? Call the police????

Actually... I think there is no difference whether or not I'm staying there. Because I am out most of the time. If this nanny is smart, she will know my timing and plan her secret meet up with her bf (or should I say scandal since she's married...) when I'm not around.

See ar, I usually go out at about 4-5pm... And I am usually home about 2-ish.. PLUS!!!! I will be staying there over the weekend. So which means I should be clubbing.. I hope not but I think so. Ok, that sounded stupid but anyway. Yah.. So which means that I will be home super late.. Or should I say early in the morning.... Then how like that??? She got so many chances to bring a man back!!! YIKES!!!!!!! Think I cannot go out next weekend.

Who wants to come over for a party then? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

I cannot sleep. I am damn annoyed. I am sleepy but I cannot sleep. ANDDD I CANNOT FIND SLEEPING PILLS AT HOME. GROWLS.

Friday night!!

I am home (early, for me) on a Friday night and....... I AM SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahahaha.

I refused to drink today. I didnt want to taste alcohol at all. I am damn proud of myself.. Since I already drank too much on Monday and Wednesday, its time to give my body a rest. I mean my liver. Uh huh.

Anyway. I am so bored now and I am feeling very full..

I need to color my hair. Anyone tried TheColorBar at Holland??? I don't want to go back to T0ni&Guy anymore... Everytime bleach my hair bleach bleach and then when it grows out its blarghs......... Just because I always say anything doesnt mean need to bleach what!!!!

Yay, cant wait for the weekend! Tomorrow!! Woohoo!

Woohoooo

Number one,

Ok, you drive a very nice car, I am even more impressed than I was during GoodFriday............

Number two.

Next..

Ok. Bye.

I AM GONE

I am gone, I went to LongFei.

I am so gone now, byeeeee

This is so cool!!

I am on the phone now with a person who is talking to me with Singapore's 30th LG Prada phone. It is the last one. To be the 31st, you have to wait for 3 months. Hahaha. Thats what they said. I feel so honoured. Apaarently its really very cool. Its like Prada everything. Earpiece, pouch and cloth, etc etc.

Oh something funny happened on Friday. I was at M0s right, and I kept thinking that its a Thursday night. So I was damn 'shocked' when the main arena wasnt playing rnb!!! And there were so many people. So I turned to J and said.. 'Wow, now m0s change their music on Thursday so much better! See so many people!' And then he was like 'Daph, its Friday........ Hahahah.'

Wah lao.

200 pounds!!!!

I (finally) caught 200PoundsBeauty just now. Its sooo good. Its been quite long since a movie made me cry so much. Hahahaha.

Bumped into MrButterfly and MrLB. We were watching the same movie. Hahaha.

Ok. Yay I finally went to PartyW0rld again.

I got nothing else to say. My Sunday was really quite good. Fun. Funny. Until someone ruined it.

And becos of what you said, I didnt want to go to L0ngFei cos I know I will be damn grouchy the whole night. So thanks so much for ruining my night.

WtFfFffF

My 14 year old cousin just drank vodka today. At her classmate's house.

When I was 14, all I drank was HOOCH. Now, they start strong. Vodka with sparkling juice.

WtF!!!!

Hangover.

I just got up and when I think about the amount of champagne we had last night, I want to puke.

We had 2 bottles of champagne. And there were only 3 of us. I had my M0etRose so I am very happy.

I am sleeeeepy.

Oh, guess what... I was at LongFei last night.... And then they played.............. TRAFFIC BY TIESTO!!!! WTF!!!! Hahahahahha I likey

I AM DEPRESSED

Today, I went to M0s. And then I thought it was a thursday. I was so amazed that there were so many people and the music was so good. Until I realised its a friday night. No wonder they were playing such good music at SkyLounge... CHEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then we went to LONGFEI........... And I ended up at RAVVVVVVVVVVVV and I just got home.


AND YOU KNOW WHY AM I DEPRESSED???????????????????



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BECAUSE I BROKE MY NAIL. LIKE A WHOLE CM OF IT. I BROKE MY NAIL AT BOAT QUAY. I AM FREAKINGGGGGGGG DEPRESSED........... BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHAT THEEEE

I received $200 from the government. For the GST offset thingy. I think you have to be 21 to get it. And I am not exactly 21 yet... Still got about half a year to go.. But hey who's complaining..

2 mails. One to give me $200. Another to inform me that I owe M1 $161. Growls.

Money come money go.
People come people go.

I AM CURSED.

Its official. Like really really REALLLLLLLY. I am cursed. Everytime I think about NY, as in really start to think about my options there, weigh the pros and cons... Something happens in the family. This is the second time in 2months (+). 2 months ago I was thinking of going over with Sera plus she will only be living like 2 streets away. And we can talk to each other on the plane and etc etc. ANDDDD then something major happened.

Just 2 nights ago my mom gave me the green light and asked me to think about it CAREFULLLLLY.

ANDDDDD THEN YOU KNOW WHAT??? Yes you're right. Something happened again this evening. I am so sway. I cause my family members to suffer. I am so sorry everyone. I think I should just stop thinking about this whole NY thing. Everytime I think about it, something bad happens. Im really sorry.

Anyway, I like reading blogs. So I was reading the P0wer98 R0salyn's blog and she did an entry on the SingaporeDay thingy held in NY. I saw my brother's picture in it. HAHAH. Him, her and his friends who are her friends too I think. And then I saw my 2 other friends in there too. Both musicians in Singapore. Hahaha. So funny.

Grrrrrr

I've been having a sleeping problem.

I like to sleep. I want to sleep. But I cant.

Dammit. I slept at about 4am and I'm up now.

I'm going to buy breakfast. Bye.

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Its 12.45pm now. And I still cannot sleep. I am so irritated.
Im going to buy sleeping pills later.

Bye! I'm going shopping!

NY NY NY

Yesterday afternoon, Mister Lim called my mom to wish her HappyMothersDay (NY time).... And they spoke for about an hour. In that 60 minutes, MisterLim told my mom what I've been telling him online. That I am thinking of going over to NY to try out. To see what I can do there. To survive there.. Alone. Not really alone but yah with my brother. To work there, not to have fun there.

Its something that I've not spoken to my mom about. Its something that my dad proposed to me during CNY. Something that I told my sister about. Something that my family didnt really discuss about.

So my mom knew about it. And then all she said to me was, 'think about it carefully.. then go and tell your father what you want to do. If you think you can survive there with kor, then go and try.'......

Does this mean that I get the green light from my mom AND my dad. I mean my dad was the one who suggested it to me, in a challenging sorta way. Right????

So now I have to decide. No hurry. But it is a tough decision. Am I willing to give up what I have in Sg. My friends and family, to go ahead to a road of uncertainty in a foreign country where I will only have ONE family member. One family member who will let me do what I want, not do my laundry for me, not clean up after me, not cook for me.... Am I ready??

So, what say you? Should I? Its tempting.

Ppppps// Hello? How old already? You think I wanna watch a movie in the comfort of your house THAT much????? NOOOO!! I have a tv and a dvd player in my room. If you want, you can lend me that dvd. I dont need to watch it at your house. I am not stupid. Gosh. Get that in your head!

WO AIIII

You know how everyone is so couply these days. And then they post pictures online to show the world how much they love each other?? Heres my dedication to my 2become1 and my partnerincrime. You see, LOVE doode. No haywire ok.
Now, wouldnt you want this princess to wake you up??
2 hands, 1 love. HAHAHAHA.
We all painted our nails the same color....
In 2002 (maybe 2001 or even 2000 for some... *ahem) we started with this. Small pack of cos. Now in 2007, we're STILL smoking this. Gosh.
Aiyo, partnersincrime didnt make a perfect love.
So they tried. Yay. Love love.
Oh.. perhaps the moon was above us. You know. Love, moon.. Romantic shit.
Growls.
Wai is in depression. Her bachor passed away. Fatal accident. We going to have a funeral service for her ring soon.
MissCrazyCat.
HAHAHA. SO AWFUL OUR HEARTS.
Stars are blind..... HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

Pssst, see I kept to my secret. I didnt put up our individual pictures of erm.. LOVE.

My Loveeee

My SUPERHEROES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They said they're beggers now. They're begging money to buy a nicer costume. Kindly donate.
That is such a bimbo Pj. My sis bought it for my big princess.
They're gonna save the world. They're gonna save me!
Princess and their slave, me.
Giving Tash maths tuition..
A really old photo. They look so different!
Threesome. @ FortCanning watching the play.
I spy with my little eye. 3 Cats. Spot them!
Hello baby.
This stayed on me for about a week.
Lock turns 17. (Plus 10)
Hello BigBaby.
I swear I didnt teach her to pose like this.


Okie, after I get my sleep... The InLove pictures are gonna be up. Woohoo.

k.S manicure place. the IT place to be.

I just got back from the k.S Manicure place. Its prolly the only place in Sg that you can do a manicure at 3am in the morning!!! Plus, they have good service. Like they let you drink the Hoe in their fridge (Do you know that Sg is prolly outta draft Hoe for about a month. Whole of Sg. Not kidding) and they even cook noodles for you!!!!

The things we laughed about.. I felt like I was back in secondary school. So fun!!! =) I have alot of funny 'in >3' pictures that I will prolly post later. Cos I wanto sleep now and I am lazy to edit them. We are in love. Like really you know. Yo.

Anyway btw, I am 21 this year. I am not 12. I wont go over to your place to 'watch TV'. Come on!!!!!! I am not THATTTTTTTTT stupid ok.

Love you deep deeeeeep

You've spoilt me, gave me everything that I asked for. You've been so generous and kind to us and sometimes we take you for granted. I saw the joy in your face when you proudly showed me the card you got from NY.

Love you Mommy, even if you call me fat quite often.

HANGOVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I feel like crap now cos I have a hangover.

And I wanto go back and sleep but I am very awake.

And I have a bloody hangover.

GROWLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I wanto do now is vomit. I wanto vomit cos I drank too much water......

Growls.

I am very grouchy.

I had a funny dream 2 nights ago. I dreamt that I saw someone that I really admire. In the oh gosh I so look up to you sense of cos!

I am grouchy. I have a hangover. I am going to quit drinking. BYEEE

Aww.

<3

AWW.

Watch your mouth.

Read this.

http://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2-2007210566,00.html

So everyone, please do not go down so often... Or rather dont even go down.

Hahaha. Quite funny.

I am very fat now. I put on weight again. Today got 3 kind souls brought food for me. I am so 'gan dong' Now I speak alot of Hua Yu because I am Hua Ren.

Haha. Ok, not funny.

I've been watching too much shows.

Pig.

I woke up at 4pm. And I've already had 2 meals. I am a fat girl.

I just came back from BukitPanjangPlaza about half an hour ago. I spent $150 at Watsons and Ntuc. I think I am mad. I bought food to cook. But I dont cook.... Oh I bought golden mushroom! Haha. I'm going to cook instant noodles without noodles and just use the seasoning for the soup and then throw the mushroom in.

I am grouchy and I wanto drink.

WOWWWWWWW

Today I had food poisoning. (Haha)

So I went to town and ate Jap food again with the other D and we met the E thou we juz left each other in the morning.

We speak good english, try not to slang... And have ah lian accents instead........

Z0uk was fun... I've not heard trance music for so long. Gosh.

I wanna do my nails. Who is free to accompany me?

Oh, E and D went to apply eye makeup on me. I know, I'm wearing specs... Hahaha. Anyway, doesnt your eyes feel heavy when you have eyeliner, and mascara on it???? Mine felt heavy......

Blogger is wonky!

I just got back!! And the thing is I am super awake yet I am sleepy (yes, again!)

Went to M0rton's for martinis before heading to Lock's forever 17th birthday dinner at mS. The food is quite good and we drank quite alot of sake but like won't get drunk one leh. Anyway, after that singleD met me because I told her I'm depressed.... This is how my text message went 'I just broke a nail. I'm depressed.' See, that is what friends are for!!!!!

We went to look for singleE and then we went to steam............ Hahaha.

I ate alot today. I ate bread at M0rton's, I ate quite alot at the Jap place, and then I went for steamboat. But I am very happy now because I ate alot of golden mushrooms today. Theres this damn nice bacon and golden mushroom dish at the Jap place... And just now our soup was filled with golden mushrooms. I think I can survive for a week just eating golden mushrooms. I want to learn how to cook it in 101 ways!

And so after steaming, we went up to talk.. And laugh alot.. Until the sun came out...

I have to sleep now. I have to get up in 8 hours. Dammit.

C: Im going to watch Spiderman later!!
D: Can I tell you what happened?? Harry died!!!!!!!!
C: AGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Talk about a roundabout.

I ended up at 'Long Fei' (Go figure....) And you know how I got home? It was supposed to be Queenstown ---- Bukit Panjang. Then plans changed, to Bukit Timah ---- Bukit Panjang... And from SentosaGateway, we went thru WestCoast............ And ended up at PioneerRoad. Which is freaking near TUAS!!!!!!! Then ended up at BoonLay, then JurongTownHall, then BukitBatok and then (FINALLY) BukitTimah and lastly BukitPanjang.......... Gosh.. AN HOUR OK. JUST TO GET AROUND THE WEST....... WAHLAO. PLUS IT WAS POURING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLIND

YAH. THAT WAS HOW FAT I WAS BACK IN OCTOBER 2005........................ Now still fat.. But not so fat... Can or not??

Anyway I am still laughing. I came home in a 2 seater car. But there were 3 of us in there.... Oh gosh, the tension.. THE TENSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had the most honest talk online with my brother online. He officially announced that I am erm... VISUALLY IMPAIRED....... Ok... Nothing new. Everyone tells me I am blind... Right or not????????

The older brother.

I've always treated him as an older brother. After my brother left. Before my cousin left.

Now after my cousin left, and hearing the things he has to say.. I really feel like have another older brother to whine to.

I thank God for such people in my life.

I LOVE HARRRRRYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Harry from SPIDERMAN3 IS OH SO CUTE OH SO CUTE.

I am so oh high now. Even thou I drank only from 10pm. I am lousy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was sJ... And then Z0uk, and then supper. And erm... Z0uk again. Too many drinks, too many people. At least I am home.. feeling quite sane.................. I tell you, emo conversations should only be kept online.......

Why is everyone breaking up? What is happening to L-O-V-E??????????

My brother is talking to me online now. I wanto laugh out loud. I am.

I cant wait for the weekend.

Happy MONDAY NO BLUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Ditzys look like crap here, but I think we look quite HAPPY!
My little princess sleeping in the car...
I was saying, 'Tash, must press and hold!!!!'
'KIDDISH!
LIONS ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before we all got wet..
Not wet.. or either that, after we were wet......
Before we got super wet...
Wet tee, wet hair, wet bags, wet everything.
Eve looks more like the kid here... Hahaha!
I told LUCY, funny face. =)
This is Beks and my princess doing a stick out tongue face....
BLoody drinking game.
We sing. All sing. Everyone sing.
Hazel and I a long long time ago! I found this in my digi cam!
... HAHAHHA. Whatever.
Thai twins a long time ago. End 2006...
2/3 ditzys and my lil princess!
Ey........ Act sweet only.

Anyway. Ok let me tell u a story......... Its raining now. But I am super awake. But I am sleepy. But I am awake. I dont make sense.

I woke up super early to go collect my online purchases for my ditzys, went to collect my SUPER LOUSY PHONE cos it died on me and then I spent like almost 2 hours on the bloody public transport just to get from Suntec to BukitBatok.

Went to pick up the girls and met the other ditzys. NIGHT SAFARI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My first time there. I am how swaku right or not...... Anyway we had a great time. I am still waiting for Beks to send me all the pictures cos I wanto print them. HINT HINT HINT. The girls had fun and I had lotsa fun too.. Oh yah, while we were on the tram....... WE SAW A PAIR OF LIONS *AHEM* GETTING IT ON............ HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!

The ditzys went to Newton to eat horrible food, drink horrible drinks and then off I went to BQ to meet my other half of the doubleD cos our friend's pub was closing.......... I tell you, we drank almost all the alcohol there was to finish. And we even finished the entire carton of SNOW THINGY. WHICH EXPLAINS WHY WE WERE ALL WET AND ALL. But really, its been quite some time since I had such running around screaming around fun.

Tonight I finally sms-ed/called someone that I shouldnt have....................... But I am glad I did so because all I can say is, after all the drama you put us thru........... YOU'RE GETTING IT BACK DOODE. EVEN THOUGH I STILL LOVE YOU IN A WAY BUT THEN YOU'VE CROSSED THE LINE.... YOU'RE GOING DOWN DOWN DOWN. I WANNA MAKE SURE YOU GO DOWN.................................................. WATCH MY WORDS.