Fragrances.

I'm 'shopping' online now. Deciding what fragrances to get.

I currently have 8 bottles at home now. 5 were gifts (eh am I that smelly? hahah)

2 IsseyMiyake from my sister back when she was working in the magazine line.
1 MarcJacobs from my brother before he left for NY.
1 PaulSmith from Beks for my birthday last year.
1 Fcuk from Lawrence for my birthday 2(or is it 3) years ago.

Almost everything is finishing. Except the one that Beks gave me last year. Haha. Im still left with about half of the MarcJacobs but I only use it on special days like when I know I'm going to get laid or something. Hahahaa. No. Kidding. I use it on days I feel happy.

The first paycheque I ever got when I was 16, I bought a bottle of AnnaSui. Finished it quite awhile ago. But thinking of getting myself the same one becos it has this 'special' meaning. Like a very comfy smell. Like the whole 'oh I used to use this fragrance when I first started partying, plus.. I remember using the same fragrance at a camp when I was 15' I bought the Gucci and the Kenzo around the period I turned 18. Holds special meanings too. The smell reminds me of various incidents, etc etc.

So now that all these are almost finishing... I am so tempted to just buy the same fragrances again. But I like the other new scents in the market too. BUTTTTT I WANT TO KEEP THE OLD ONES TOO BUT THEY'RE ALMOST EMPTY. MUST TOP UP..

How like that?

Anyone got lobang to buy perfumes cheaper? I reckon I will be buying a couple at one go and prolly not buy for the next 2 years. Hahaha.

Cheer!

I have this damn cool cheer to share. Must say it out loud realy quickly ok. (Someone made me do this)

BLACK EYEBROW BLACK EYEBROW!
BLACK BLACK HERE WE GO
BLACK IS IN BLACK IS IN
EYEBROW BLACK BLACK VERY IN.

Another one shared today was,

I HAVE YOU HAVE WE HAVE
YOU SHAVE I SHAVE WE SHAVE

Ok.. very random I know.

Anyway..... I've decided. Since my Pc is (almost) dying on me, my next computer will be a Mac! =) I discovered the wonders of a Mac just now by the poolside. Damn cool.

Qing ai de, qing zhuo ge hao meng.

That song damn nice!!

They say its a SAT NIGHT!!!!!

MrHainaneseMan and I.... I am Hainanese too.......
Everytime he sees me, he calls me 'beh nien'. U will only understand it if you're hainanese....
MrEddie during supper!
My fav friend, I look like I have a super fat tongue
You know how old was I when I knew her?? I was barely 3 years old. Many years later, I see her at Z0uk. Quite funny right.
Ok. The guy on my right used to cut my hair when I was 10 years old. 2 weeks ago I saw him featured on Herw0rld.......... Leong, go check him out. One of the best hairstylist. I'm gonna go back to him soon. =)
My fav friend at work. =)
WeDrink.
AllMab0k.
R0y always looks the same. Forever.........
FattyB0mb0m.....
He knew me when I was a little girl. Le0ng saw me just now and went 'OHMYGOSH DAPHNE!!!!!!!!! I cant believe it.'. One of the few people I know now that I can tell alot too. Becos I know he wouldnt judge me.
MrLe0ng says the previous picture not nice. Must take another,
D0m and I..
First pic, come dai lou, lets take a picture... 'why your eye so small!!!!'
'ok next picture you dont smile, open your eyes big big.'
'fuck lah, no effect. smile and open ur eyes'.. SEE .. WE GET THIS!!!!!!!
My fav friend at work.
Mwak mwahhh!!
Becos its my blog..................

I have alot to think. I dunno whether Im happy or not.

The tears

Today dD talked. Until both cry.

Jump & fly. Burn & die.

I wanto jump and fly. Then I will burn and die.

Stop messing with my mind. You are mad. You're making me go mad. I hate the way you attempt to play with our minds. Its been going on for decades. When will you stop?

You made everyone leave. You lost me today. I want to leave too. Like everyone else. Remember this, you lost me today. I cannot believe you said the things you said to me. You're one heartless fucker.

Ohhh.. E!!!!

Hahahahaha. I am still up now cos I just saw a friend online and then I'm very happy...

HHAHAHA. E, you know who?? Guess who. The name starts with the letter E also. But its not you E. But if you're online now I will also be very happy and stay awake to talk to you online.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

Siao already.

Sober Wed.

I just got back not too long ago.

No I didnt go clubbing. (Although I almost did but I didnt thats the whole point) Just got back from coffee with a friend around my area. We walked quite abit. Walking at night is nice.

Talked alot. Actually come to think of it, I only knew David in Jan this year but the things that I've told him are prolly things that I dont tell alot of people. He's like an older brother figure. He is like the brother David I never really had. As in my brother is called David too. Ya. The eldest one.

Anyway go watch out for ChenWe1Lian's new album. There's this song thats super nice. Chinese song. Forgot the title but it has something to do with dreams. Very meaningful song, and sad. Maybe I think its very nice cos I know the story behind the song. I think if you know the story behind every song, it will be a beautiful song. Yes?

dL: How come you never write a song for me? Haha.
dT: If I write a song for you, you know what will the title be?
dL: No. What?
dT: 'Stop drinking' I think I can even come up with the starting line now.
dL: Fuck you lah, asshole! Haha.
dT: Hahahha. Ok lah, I'll write one for you and I will title it 'Love yourself'
dL: Cannot. My friend said I'm very self obsessed already. Still love myself more??
dT: No you see, you dont see it from an outsider's point of view to see the things you're doing and the things you're going through. You need to love yourself. And start doing something about it. Being self obsessed and loving yourself is a totally different thing.

Actually I dont think I am THATTTT self obsessed. Minus the fact that I have a blog and I write about myself and that sometimes I take pictures of myself if I am bored and that I like buying shoes for myself............ And.. Perhaps alot of other things. But maybe its time I start loving myself and start doing something about it.

People always say, 'marry someone who loves you more that you love the person' But then again, how do you measure love?

Pictures......

EskIi on Monday night. I don't usually get red when I drink. But I realised that for the last 2 times that I drank (Monday and earlier on), my whole face will become red!!! Weird!! And this red-ness in the picture is only after 2 pints of beer!!
Same night, Monday at M0n0....
Monday night again. They have a really nice rocking chair in the room. Really.
I thought this is quite funny. How come the flower survived the but rest didnt? Does this mean that the flower prolly has more determination? Or maybe MissYellow loves herself too much.
Taken in Jkt.. Would you wanna buy Salmon like that?? Wahlao. I dont want to eat sashimi for the next 2 weeks.
In Ind0, they buy their instant noodles by the BOX.
Gosh. Shes such a big girl now. I still remember carrying her in my arms feeding her water when shes a baby, giving her piggy back rides when she was much younger, teaching her how to walk and all.... Now she's a big girl... With her own thoughts and shes very stubborn.
My two princesses!
Me with the PrincessesOfTheFamily.
Jane and I. This was the night. We went out till 10am.... CanDie.
From StJamess to Balc0ny. Almost about to sleep.
Walas 2 Sundays ago!
Almost dead.
Actually I just want to show off my nails. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
This was taken 2 Wednesdays ago before we went to R4v...
Mab0k.
Mab0k.
Put Dawn, Denise and I together, you get TripleD
Thursday morning. 2 weeks ago. People were going to Macs to buy breakfast to work. At 8am. We, just finished clubbing.
This was taken I think 3 Wednesdays ago. Beks came over to look for me with Zac.
On the day Beks and I brought the girls out!
TrafficLight shot!
Another traffic light shot! This was taken on a Sunday! Right???

The Ditzys, and no I am not gonna post the boobs pic!!

If I said so.

If I followed what you asked me to do, will the rest support me?

What if I dont survive there? What am I to do?

Frank,

One of the most frank online conversations I've had online.

Made me cry and an idiot in front of the PC.

I am going to be reading the conversation again and again to decide on what to do.

Please. I beg you.

Why did we end up like that?

What did we do??

What happened to the good times? I missed them.. Alot.

Please bring them back to me.

Sensitivity.

Number one, I already told u my plans for the day and no I will not change it. I've not seen my nieces for so long. Why should I bail out on them just to watch you do your nails?

Jkt..

The most drama thing happened today.

I have so much to say.

I totally ruined things. No more tu tu tu.

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Ok so that was written once I got back.

I left for Jkt Sg morning........ Of all days that I was going there for a bday party, I went there on the day that my one and only partnerincrime was leaving sg for Jkt. FOR GOOD. So it was a bittersweet thing.

Number one, I thought I could be lucky and see her in the airport. No I didnt. And then I thought we could meet on Sat night there. No. We couldnt cos clash of schedules. And then we were supposed to meet on Sun afternoon and I dunno what the F*(&(*& happened to Ed's phone.

The most drama thing happened ok, cos I was already talking to Cat on the phone on Sat, we were making plans to meet on Sun afternoon for lunch since she decided to leave Sg without any warning and since I was there at Jkt... We couldnt get hold of each other.

By the time she managed to call me, I was already checking in. My phone rang. I saw, 'Call'. Answered. Heared her voice. Talked to her. Hung up with her cos I had to check in and stuff. Suddenly it dawned upon me that the last time I met her was 2 weeks ago. Here we are, in the same country, she called me when I was checkin in cos she thought I was staying longer. I couldnt even remember the last 5 times I met her. I walked around the departure hall feeling all depressed and with tears in my eyes. Im serious.

Cat, sometimes I dont know why you do the things you do. But I am sure you have a reason for it. I am very very upset that I didnt get to meet you at Jkt even though we left Sg on the same day. What are the chances? I just want you to know that you will always be my PartnerInCrime and I will always love you even though sometimes I dont know why you do the things you do............. I will def go to Jkt again to look for you ok?

Anyway, back to my Jkt trip.

I didnt shop at all.

I went clubbing on Sat night and saw enough pussies and boobs to realise that I am really quite straight.

Garud4 is really quite scary you know.

I bought back 60 doughnuts. Now I am left with none. I hope all u people liked them. =)

I miss my partner in crime.

I wanna cry again.

I swear all the people were looking at me like Im an idiot when I was tearing while pushing my trolley at the Jkt airport.....

Earlyy

I am so bloody early for the flight and I tried shopping around t1. But there is nothing to buy or rathe I am already broke. Gross.

Oh the guy that was serving me at the check in counter is called Picard. But I doubt his surname is Choo. Ha ha ha.....

I dont like the airport. Im going there a day later den the rest of my friends cos I couldnt go last night. Growls.

Coming here made me remember the sending offs that I did. The walking away. The tears. The sadness. =((

Why like that. Can I change my ticket now for a trip to NY or Melb..................

10 packs of cig = 1.7 pack in Sg. STEWWWWPITTTTTTTTTTT

Let me boast for awhile first.

I am super proud of myself. I've been alcohol free for 8 days!!!!!!! The last time I drank (excessively) was last Thursday night which stretched into Friday morning.. And last night was a Friday night and I didnt even drink a single SIP! Woohoooo.

Hahaha, better don't be proud too soon. I'm leaving for Jakarta in about an hours time. Going there for a Bday party. Please pray that I will be able to abstain from alcohol tonight. Haha.

Coming back tomorrow night! So you see, if I dont drink tonight, I can wake up early tomorrow morning to buy KrispyKreme for you guys....... (Please include the time I will be spending on the roads cos of the jams in Jkt.)...... So... Pray that I will not drink (too much) tonight!

Oh, yesterday morning my temperature went up to about 40.5. I seriously thought I was gonna die like in my bed all alone or something. Cos I didnt even have the strength to stand up to ask my mom to sponge me. I wanted to use my mobile to call the house phone thou, but its like 4am. Oh thats not that point. After alot of nagging from alot of people, I went to the doctor opposite my place in the afternoon.......

Queue number is stated 22. I got a 23 card. Waited for almost 15 minutes. Thought to myself, wahlao... which patient inside taking so long.. And then *blink blink* 23!! So they took 15 minutes to get my file???? WTF??!!!!!! Anyway thats not the point. I dont really like this female doctor cos she's really quiet. The male doctor is much nicer. Never mind... After looking and my throat and almost whispering 'oh dear you have a very bad case of throat infection'........ You know what was the next question she asked me?? (Ok, that was after I told her that after getting the fever, I cannot swallow any food and I will feel like puking even if I managed to swallow a tiny bit)

'IS THERE ANY POSSIBILITY THAT YOU MIGHT BE PREGNANT??'

Wahlao, wassup with doctors lately??? They think everyone who is turning 21 will have this sudden urge to have sex and not use protection or something along the lines of that???? My friend just went to see the doctor earlier this week and she got asked the same question. Worst still, she got asked(or rather forced..$21.40) to do the test! (Even though she insisted that her period just ended and there is veryyyy slight possiblity that she might be pregnant. Bottomline, never hit jackpot)

Both incidents happened 3 days apart from each other. And no its not even the same doctor. Not even under the same medical group. Is there anyone out there sending some notice to all doctors like 'Beware, 99% of young adults turning 21 this year are experimenting heavily with sex. Most of the time condoms and/or morning after pill not used/taken. Please keep in mind and check with patient'

And no, this isnt a 'Hahaha yah I put on weight thats why she prolly asked whether I was pregnant.' issue ok. I didnt put on weight. Havent been eaeting for 3 days cos whatever goes in comes out! I could get used to this. Hahahha.

I am so awake.

I feel like crap.

I hope the 2 days break will be good.

I didnt even drink a single drop of alcohol today. Even though the father of Pekar Choo tried to tempt me.. I was SOOO close to drinking. But no...... I had to remember that I'm on medication. Heh.

I am begging you.

Don't go mad on me. You're getting on my nerves. One minute you call me and be all nice to me. Asking me how did things end up this way. The next, you go mad on me online.

Do not use ur depression as an excuse. I am barely 21. I dont deserve shit like this.

DYing.

My temp is now 40.4....... But Ive got no energy to see the doc. Shit.

Grrrrrrrrrrr.

I always fall sick at the wrong time. I woke up at 6am this morning with a 40.1 temperature. Great. Now its 39.8.

How to go Jkt on Saturday morning???!! Agh, always like that. Before I go ANYWHERE, I either fall sick or have my period on the day I leave.

Growls.

Yay!

I did my nails today. Spent almost 2 hours... Did it with E. Haha. Went shopping after that and met the other D.

Today I laughed too much. Haha. Anyway we had a nice dinner at Cilantr0. Its a Purvis Street. Go check it out. Nice food and nice place... =) The pasta is whoosh. Nice. So is the soup.


I swear its the fatal attraction to the 198* people. Bombombombomb.

Sleep....

I've been having problems sleeping.

At about 10plus I will feel very tired. And then I cannot sleep until its like 7am.

Growls.

Break fast.

Today I met someone who super looked like KelLim........... Hahahahahahhahahahahahhaa.

Ok..... Enough said.

I went ice skating and fell on my ass like 3 times. Damn malu..

Very wrong.

I am so touched that he wanted to come back to Sg just because he heard what happened.

Ok. Now I'm left all alone.

Gotta be careful. Walking on a very thin line now.

Unhappy birthday.

Both called me. One at 1045pm last night, one at 1030am this morning.

Both to tell me off. Both to tell me ways they want to die. One wants to jump down. Another wants to slit her wrist.

Look, I am barely 21. Yes I know thats a stupid excuse but how am I supposed to feel when you guys tell me such things??

If existing is such a chore for everyone, lets all die. You want to jump we jump together. You want to slit your wrist we slit together.

Its the worst FridayThe13th and the worst SaturdayThe14th ever....

And you know what? I didnt even drink last night. So I'm super sober now. And I am up at 11am.

I wish.

On one hand, I would really like you to be back.

On another, when I heard the news.. Tears came to my eyes.

All I want is for you to be happy. If you being back means that you will be miserable and unhappy... I would rather you be happy. I am in no position to choose your happiness over mine. You being happy would mean so much more to me. I have to learn to stop being so self centered. I know I have people I love protecting me all the while. But how long can this go on for???

I want you to be happy. You know, its something I've hoped for for like prolly the last few years. Now that there is a possibility that it may be true, I am not looking forward to it. Because I know that it will be a tough decision for you. And the bottomline is that you will not be happy and if you are not, how can I be happy?

I just want you to know that I love you alot. Whether or not you are around me literally.

Really.

Friday mornings.

Today, I woke up still feeling intoxicated.. And when I got outta the cab, I almost walked straight into a plant.

And then I ended up at M0no in a very funny room playing 'disco' music. We played shi tou jian tau bu. And then we drank. And then when StJames closed, we ended up at Balc0ny. We drank more. And then we left only about half an hour ago.

I am horrible. I am a horrible daughter/sister/aunty. My brother already called me just now to scold me cos its the second morning in a row that he didnt see me at home.

Plus, I have to wake up in 2 hours time to watch a movie in the afternoon. I am so dead.........

Balc0ny is really quiet on a Thursday morning. Psst, Guiness SUCKS big time...... Tastes like shit.

Gonna sleep. But I'm super awake. Die.

Aus

Was just talking to my cousin in law online. They're apparently settling down in Aus. Why do all my fav relatives go overseas????

I might.. Might be going on a short holiday next coming weekend...... Only problem now is how to convice my family that I will be going to Jkt in less than a weeks time.. How??????

Wowwwwwww..... Super intoxicated.

3 Ds, and 10 Ls of alcohol. 2 months. Lets do it.

We can do it.

Busy tues!

Tomorrow's gonna be a busytuesday! Gotta go to Chinatown to see a sinseh cos my thumb still hurts alot. =( Growls. I cannot even shuffle cards properly ok.

And then I gotta go run some errands too.

Went to town in the afternoon today.... Walked past the place where we had dinner the last time and 'kinda' with my nieces and all. Do you remember? I think that was the last time I ate there. Oh bought (another) pair of shoe! On sale! Don't buy abit funny becos it was $150 and I paid about $60.. So quite a steal. Even though I have one that is almost identical but the one I have is canvas and this is patent. So.. Hahahhha.

Oh, I still have my pair of Nue shoe that I've not worn yet and been too lazy to post online to sell. Paid about $50 for it. Usual price was $169 I think. Too small I still buy. In the end too tight. Before I could even reach the gate, I could feel a blister forming..... Gross. Who's a size 38 and would like a pair of green ballet flats from Nue? I'll sell it to you cheapcheap. Hahahaha.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR NATIONAL DAY!!!!! I'M GONNA WATCH THE PARADE LIVE.. NOT ON TV BUT AT THE VENUE!!!!! WOOHOO.

Weeeeeeeekend

Its been an eventful weekend.

Oh I just did my manicure just now and now I have barbie looking nails. HAHAHAHHA.

I should be going ice skating next weekend. YAYYY!!!!

I cannot wait!

Last sat's plan didnt go according to plan.

This saturday, we are gonna go on the DHLh0tair at TanQueeLan and then we're gonna go to Cine to watch a movie in one of the rooms at level 9.

YAY I CANNOT WAIT. Princesses, get ready!

I AM ANGRY.... I WANTO SLAP SOMEONE. FUCK U MOON.

I am so angry now.

I just got back from MolesterChan's house. HAHAHAHA. Ok at least I laughed alot there I'm not so angry already...

Today I went to BarCel0na for dinner. And then I somehow ended up at CafeDelMar and then I somehow ended up in the swimming pool. With whatever I was wearing..... So not funny. And then I tried to be funny and swim a couple of laps. Wahlao, I tell you.. the pain in my arms now can prove how long I've not been exercising................... Super pain lah.

And then............ Some bitch decided to throw a bitchfit cos 'apparently' someone went to make her phone wet. And she demanded that like the guys pay for it. I mean fuck, HELLOOOOO YOUR PHONE LIKE SO 2 YEARS AGO. HELLO?????????? PLUS WE COULD SWITCH IT ON WHAT.... Wahlao. Make everyone waste their time. Wanto check into the resort, stand there and talk so much cock. Fucking foreigner want money just say lah. Dont need to beat around the bush. (*@&%(*@#&%(*&@#%(&

So after swimming (wah damn fun!!) and drinking by the bar in the pool..... I realised that there is water in my watch. BOOHOO. Don't worry E.. I am gonna send it for repair. 1 year!! Heh. And then I lost one side of my favourite earrings..... And.. I have a bruise on my shin. Think I hit somewhere. And I have aching arms. So cannot make it.......

I am still very angry..

AIIIIII

I think its super long since I've had the infatuation kinda feeling.

I think I need a fling. Hahahahahhahaaaaaaa.

Pics!

Wah I think we havent taken a pic in ages. This was taken at Wala after my haircut and we had beer in the afternoon. Shiokest.
Look its Snobbby. Snobbbby is a male and I think he's.... Queer. He doesnt like girls. He likes guys and he likes to sleep at their crotch area. I'm serious. Here is Snobbbbby and M0lesterChan.
Snobbbby and JellieeLauYa.
Snobbbby and a girl.
I think he looks like tinkerbell.
Last Sunday. Outside Cine.. Hahaha. DoubleD&E
Latchmie is gonna teach you know to cook Indian food....
I drank 4 glasses before this. It was barely 10pm.
Genting People.
Guess whos hand.
Beer is good for you. Look. Have it in the afternoon and get smashed by 8pm.
Last Sunday while Hazel and I were coloring our hair.
See, green is good.
Such a cute car. Don't look at the station we were listening to. Hahahahha.

I went to Ktv again just now. But we left early cos like alot of people came. Growls. Oh now everywhere cannot smoke. Irritating irritating irritating. Time to quit! Whee!

Just now at BukitTimahRoad, the car went up to 160km/h again. Then jam brake. Wahlao. Scary.