doesnt feel right.

i think i place too much hope and expect too much during the festive season.

i cant believe here i am on my 21st feeling like crap.

hopefully the bbq later will make me a happier person.

hair pee new year everyone!

LEGAL!

i am finally legal.

21.

gosh.

more thoughts about it soon.

feels normal leh.

so lame.

bye

many thanks!

thanks for coming everyone! thanks for the present!! =)

pre party

ive not been sleeping well. GROWLS!!!!!!!!!!

went to mambo yesterday. beer liquor beer liquor beer liquor wine!!!

charm was gone i was half gone.

gosh. dec has been a month of drinking.
its very scary.

anyway yesterday at sj, elin told me something funny about xmas eve.
and i couldnt stop laughing for like 5 minutes.

HAHAHAHA

pimple!

oh i forgot the purpose of the previous entry.

the party is in THREE DAYS. ive got NO ice box yet.. grrr. and ice is how important...

and....... i now have a pimple inside my nose and one on my nose. this is so annoying. like puberty like that. walau

hair pee boxing day!

Happy boxing day!!

Can u imagine? its already the 26th!!! OF DECEMBER?!!!!!! HOW CAN!!!!!! Its not supposed to be this way right???

anyway i am very lazy to upload the prexmas and xmas pictures........

and i am 3 days away from my birthday party! actually its not really a party. its more of a gathering. but ya. oh no..... i am quite worried. what if everyone doesnt like everyone? what if there isnt enough drinks? what if i get drunk??

oh no!! so scary.

Xmas!!

I literally spent xmas eve and xmas day with my 2 breast friends. although i dont remember much of xmas eve cos the champagne killed me.

beer makes u sleepy
champagne makes u happy
beer and then champagne makes u haywire (alcohol amnesia)

i really think im suffering from that. so scary.

anyway. today we had breastfriends dinner at f's place. he cooked! yummy!!

and now i know what they got me for my birthday already. it went something like that.

we were on the lv website looking at the bags and all. then i decided to go to the tiffany and co website to check out the necklace that i want my mom to get for my birthday. haha. so shameless i know. but ya.

so e was showering.

and then once i got into the website, denise said this to me... 'so u like the necklace or not?'
i went.. 'huh??'
hahahhaa. and she went like 'shit shit shit!!!!' hahahaha...

i am like so bored now i am going to watch army daze.

feeling kida fucked on xmas sucks.. hahaa i sound so childish.

I came home to see this on my table. In a form of a letter.

Dear auntie Daph,

I love you. Sorry I couldnt write you a birthday card for you. Merry Christmas. Hope you have the best birthday.

Love,
Tash.

Erm, how to get angry????? behind even got a drawing lor!!!!

Merry xmas everyone. Love you!!

Xmas eve eve... Like u know.. Xmas eve eve. Going down memory lane!

Hi my name is Daphne, this morning at 10am when I couldnt get to sleep, I decided to look thru the old photos and these are some of what I found! This is like Young+Fair+Daph decides to be funny and be WHITE. Talk about MJ.
I was taught from young, not to go between any guys legs...
Hi, these are my so called fake raybans. I am cool. I have a cool hat. Sue me..
I even have my own sailor hat with my name on it. Beat that! HAHAHAH.
Vainpot only. Think take picture with lilies very cool. Hahaha.
My 'nieces and nephew' Ashley, Nikki and Ryan! They're all big kids now. All in sec school I think!
Kinky stuff. Learn from young. Hahahahha. Kidding.
SPIGE GIRLS. GIRL POWER!!!!! MY 11th BIRTHDAY!!! GRL POWER!!!!!!!
Only SOME of the cousins from my mom's side! See how skinny mel korkor was, and zC he was like almost my height! Now he is so much taller! And varian korkor!
Zomzom and I. Childhood name. zomzom. Lol. I think I look a lil like tash here.
I promise to do my best.. To blahblahblahblahba *(@&$(*@&$(*@&$(@&$(*@
2/3 1994 SMPS!!!!
Spot the 3 breast friends!
My fav bear!
Prolly the closest picture I have with David that I look so happy. Really miss those times. I remember how jiejie actually told me 'girl, go to david korkor and take a picture with him' This was the outcome. Now, we hardly talk to each other. Sigh.
8th birthday?
CNY dunno when. 3/4 outta the siblings!
My k2 best friend and I. I forgot her name thou.. I look like I wanna do sth to her with my magic fingers. HAHAHA.
Barely 7.
Barely 13.
Partner in crime!!!
Dont rock the boat.
sJ sJ
sJ sJ
4th bday??
kS memories...... loads of them!!!!
Chin sun wai!!!!! Hahaha
U read
I read
Partnerincrime sabo!
All together!
m for.. m for.. ahem.
more kS memories. Smoking area!
The drunk nights, sober nights, emo nights.

Anyway today was an eventful Sunday!

I didnt sleep at all. Went thru all the old pictures.... And then went beer shopping with my mom at the mall near our place. And then I went for my super overdue haircut. Now my hair like still the same length but just alot thinner. Yay! Wanted to do a color thingy but not enough time! Anyway I spent literally like.. 430pm till 1am in holland.. Madness!

Haircut, short beer, ditzys dinner, ditzys desserts, 2/3 breast friend dinner, 3/3 breast friend wala plus 2 others.. and then..... sJ AGAIN! walao. ahhaa.

anyway one of my breast friend drove me back. first time. her driving is zai. only her turns very scary thats all. so just give her the straight route.

can't wait for xmas dinner! yay!

Check!

48 cans of TigerBeer.
12 bottles of Hoegaarden.
24 packets of GreenTea.
2 bottles of 7-up.
1 bottle of Martell.
1 bottle of AbsolutPear.
1 bottle of AbsolutRedRuby.
1/4 bottle of AbsolutKurant.
3/4 bottle of AbsolutVanilla.

I think I dont have enough mixers. How ar... I almost died carrying them.

Now I remember why

Now I remember why I am quite bitter during the festive season.

Becos they make me remember happy moments.

Oh anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN KORKOR WHO IS IN MELB!! And to Elin's mommy! Hahaha. Hello AuntyMary, happy birthday! Hahaha.

4 years. Wow. Time flies!

growls

i am still awake... and i have an appointment to cut my hair in 8 hours...

grrrrr.

So lame

I cant believe I'm still up at this time... Watching SpicegirlsConcert videos on utube...........

You know for their London concert, there was this part where they sang Mama and their kids all came on stage? It was so touching I found myself tearing... Hahaha. I know. So lame.. But really damn sweet la. And Posh's boys wore spice boys teeshirts! Thats how cool la!

Oh and I've been using a very 'hip hop' ringtone. Walao when my phone rang in RafflesCity that day I pretended it isnt mine. Act young.

HAhahaha.

Okie. Less than a week away from my bday party. Dunno whether cake is ordered yet... Oh no!

Drink Drank Drunk.

Champagne makes me gone.

I am not drinking champagne on the 29th.

pics!

Alley bar... Eh no, Acid Bar...
Lock!
Merry Xmas!
Look at whats below the tree!
Dont bbq me.. Please. I am still alive. Hahahah.
I am a fighter... hahaha. No la as if. This is... A BRUISE.
Acid bar!
Ky is suchhhhh a naughty girl. Tash is almost like an angel. Hahaha.
Haha she's so cute.
My twist babies.
My mommmmmy!!!
Hahaha, they were imitating their popo. So cute.
At bQ... Not drunk. Hahaha.
Brought the girls to RafflesCity to watch the Barbie show. So cute!!!
Pretty. Hahaha.

Freaky.

Last night or rather this morning I received an sms from wL at about 1.40am.

'Eh.. How old is ****? I just met one and she's 28'

I called him straight after and asked like 101 questions. Think it wasnt the same ****

And then at 1.45pm this afternoon, **** suddenly texted me out of the blue to ask me whether I wanted to play Mj.

Out of the blue meaning we've not met for like about 2 years.
The last time we spoke online was MONTHS ago.
And the last time any sms conversation happened was prolly ONE YEAR ago.

And out of the blue in a span of 12 hours, someone mentioned her. And the next thing I know I get a text. And the person who thought he met her.. It wasnt even her cos of the occupation and erm. Other things. Hahaha. Okie.

This is so.... Freaky.........

Not so jolly.

The past week has been insane.

Beer liquor beer liquor beer liquor wine beer liquor champagne wine champagne jkdghfhgjfdgfd....

Zouk on Sat was an outta the blue 'hey we've not partied for ages, lets go!' Hahaha. Quite funny. But the champagne killed us all.

Anyway catering already confirmed for the 29th. =) See u there!! A little scared though, what if all the friends don't like each other? Hahaha. How ar?

Catering, check.
'Guest list' (HAHAHHAA), check.
Alcohol, check.

Oh no! I dont wanna turn 21.. shit.....

Monday

Too much martell,beer and whitewine............

Just leave...

And let things be! Hahahaha

Last week!

Wet. HAHAHA. Kidding.
Wednesday! Too much wine.. Too much wine.. Hahaha. 3 person and like 3 bottles of white wine. And Denise was sipping...... Superslowly.. Hahahaha.
Teacher and doubleD.
E driving!! Quite zai considering she passed like 3 days ago!! Woohoo!!
AwesomeThreesome!
I didnt squeeze E's boobs. Really.
HappyPill. Hahahaha.
BoatQuay.... Lol...

Zouk-edout...

Hahaha. I went to ZoukOutOut. HAHAH.

Quite fun. See happy friends!

Sat in E's car. Her driving quite zai!! Lol.. HionG!

Sunday! Yay!!

Not going.....

I am not going to ZoukOut today.... Hahaha.

Really. I only went once in 2005. No more!! So dirty and we dont have a room...

Tagged!

Havent done this in ages! Was tagged by my Godsis Ailing! =) Heh.

Tada,

5 things...

A. Found in my room:

1. 24 pairs of shoes in their respective shoe boxes.... No more space in the storeroom and shoerack.. Haha
2. A very messy wardrobe that desperately needs clearing before CNY!
3. Bose radiocd player with the SpiceGirls greatesthits cd in it! Girl power yo!
4. 3 bags on the floor that I'm currently rotating this week.
5. Bible, and alot of story books and comics at the bedside.. Can't sleep w/o reading.. Even if I am drunk. Quite scary. Haha.

B. Ive always wanted to:

1. Learn driving!! Bring my nieces out with Tash sitting in front and Ky sitting at the back quarreling with each other! Haha.
2. Draw as well, speak as well and handle situations as well as my siblings...
3. Go to NY to look for Dan.. Save money save money!
4. Attend a SpiceGirls concert.. Hahahahha. Might come true, waiting for the AsiaTourDates to be out.
5. Go backpacking, and do something meaningful like help the poor kids around the world.. And then work in small places, earn a little bit of money.. Travel.. Help out with poor kids. Heh.

C. Found in my bag:

1: Wallet, coinpursecumkeychain, cardholder.
2: Baby wipes and tissue paper.
3: iPodNano.
4: Cardigan.
5: Pouch full of lipbalm, earpiece, hairclips, rubberbands and perfume.

D. Found in my wallet:

1: Atm cards, debit cards, i/c and Isetan membership card. Hahaha. Oh and my LasalleSia card for student discounts. Hahahaha.
2. Last complete family photos we took in 2003 and 2005.
3. Receipts and all to check my spending for the current month.
4. Neoprints taken in the past 1 year plus.
5. Pictures of my nieces when they were younger and not so naughty. Heh.

E. I am currently into:

1. Planning for my 3days 21st birthday celebration? Hahaha.
2. Buying shoes.
3. Trying to complete MarioLand on E's psp. Hahaha.
4. Bombombombom. HAHAHHA. Kidding. Erm... Trying to find out wat I want in life.. Serious.
5. Steaming. A must with the breastfriends. This doesnt sound right. I really dont know what I am into... This is so bad....

5 Candidates to tag....

1. SooEeLeen
2. RebekahLin
3. AshleyTan
4. EvelynGoh
5. DeniseChua

Hahaha. Ok. Quite fun!
5.

jhskjshdgkhdskhkh

i am on a fast till the 29th.

alcohol fasting.

spice spice

too much spice.

2 spicegirls geatesthits album..

2siblings.

too many bombom.....

how

rain rain

rain rain go away.
if not for the rain i wont be at home now.

hahahhaa. dunno whether good or bad.

anyway.

I WANTO STEAM!!!!! BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!

so lame

ignore yesterday's post.. no 123. no it. so lame. hahahah
byeeee

growls

Cannot take it....

I cannot take it already.

I cannot handle being IT...

time to move on..
no more bombom 123.

madness!

weekend

i had a fun and simple weekend!

friday went to elin's place for sleepover. hahah we slept at like 8am.. and then in the evening the next day, we took a bus. something super boseh happened....... hahaha.

on saturday, i drank abstinth, red wine, white wine and martell. but i wasnt the drunk one lor.

hahahha.

today i went for ky's mini bday party.
wa tash's ex bf damn cute. HAHAHAHA. no la not her ex bf. kidding.

i just had an online lesson. quite good. i took mental notes already! haha. dunno when can put the knowledge to use. hahaha.

Ky's mini party!

Princess turning 5 on Wed!

Sisters!
Rae!
Deon hahaha
Breastfrenx

Saturdays!

mrquek!
birthdayboy! hahaha. he shares the same birthday as kyra!
bangbang my baby shot me. hahaha
killer.
how to use?
mabok. hahaha. not me.
wa, ive known him for 8 years!!!
long fei long ago!
i brought ky for her first manicure!!
see, the girls after watching enchanted and doing their nails. heh.