27 dresses!!!!

on sat i met my ultimate fav spice girl friend. she is a hugeeee fan of the spice girls too. give us some alcohol and we were singing spice girls songs in the cab. the other 2 guys regretted bringing us out together i think...... and she liked mel c toO!! omg omg. hahah.

anyway went to watch 27 dresses just now with the breastflenxxxx. and we spent about 10bucks on the stupid vending maching. not really vending machine. u know the machine at cine level 9 where u pay 1 dollar to try to grab a toy from the machine? yes.. that machine... but we caught a new breastfren. her name is enis. dont ask why. HAHAHAHHAA. will post pictures of her soon. elin is babysitting her this week. just now we let enis smoke a marlboro lights, eat some cookie and have some latte. think she should be fine if elin falls asleep and totally forgets to feed her or something.

i need to sleep soon cos i wanto go to my sister's place tomorrow afternoon. (tash joined a cca!!! guess what is it!!!) should i pop the sleeping pill?? how ar.

got lotssssss of pics to upload. lazy!

need to escape

think im going mad.

need to go into isolation.

ok. after tomorrow.

got alot of pics to upload but super lazy.


got alot of things to say but dun want to say.

got many things to do but super lazy again.

need to pack/decorate room before cny.

havent gone cny shopping.

nothing much to buy also cos this year both mom and dads side gathering at our place.

got mobtv. its my best friend now. all sorts of shows. damn cheap.

the lining inside my new topshop leather bag tore. bitch.

i miss my nieces. they're growing up too quickly.

i miss talking to my sister.

aiya fuck screw the emo talk bye

cool.

i bought a top from fleshimp yesterday............... hahahhahahahhahhaa.

so cool right.

hahahhaha.

UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from coming back to sg in dec 2007 for my 21st birthday to coming back in april.... to going to italy in may........ and now only perhaps maybe not sure yet to sg in november......

i am upset. =(

grrrrrr

i have the worst worstttttttt toe curling cramps ever!!!

i went to holland for dinner. ate at the dapaolopasta place and puked my dinner about an hour later. total waste of my saturday. actually had plans but my cramps were murdering me... grrrrrrrr.

anyway. as i am typing this now, my cousin is out in ny with my bro. dan's bringing varian korkor sightseeing. he stayed over last night. ah. i wanna be there too!

i am so awake. gosh. and hungry. and fat.

hahaha

my bro and i in my then new room. haha.
2001?? when i just shifted in i think. haha.
2001! hahah beks ur hair looks familiar.
WHAT WERE WE THINKING DOUBLED????? cutie pies?????? wtf!!!!!!
my room now. or rather about an hour ago. haha.
2002?? hahhaa. i was howwwwww skinny. must lose weight. must lose weight. spot the ditzys! haha.
I tell u, i saw this picture... now im super super motivated to lose weight.. look at howwwwww skinny i was. and that was in 2003!!!! (oh ya. 5 years ago. *@&$(@) but theres still hope la... haha.
2001 or 2002?? forgot. she was sooo cute.
smss. 1e3. 1999. yo! haha.
hahahaha... eventful night.. hahahhahahaa. no its not one of those lose ur virginity at the prom pic. hahahaa.
i think 2002. yes...... before there was ky.
1999!!!!! hahah.. E!!!
i think this was in sec 1 or 2. taken at bugis before we went to the beach! haha
ditzys!
eve!
haha quite cute right?
st margs unite we show our might.. HAHA.
fu lu shou! lol
eve hazel and i after church... a long time ago! haha

i think i look quite butch here lor. hahaha. sec 3.. or is it sec 4?

going mad!!

ive just spent the last 4 hours attempting to clear my room cos cny visiting for both sides are at my place.............

i am going mad! i didnt know i have so much junk! i found lotsa hilarous pictures, neoprints, cards and letters. and in the last 4 hours, ive only cleared 2 shelves and 2 drawers!! something really scary, i have like at least 30 pads, 20 pantyliners and 120 tampons............. i didnt even know man. i better not be going thru menopause anytime soon! or get pregnant!! (haha! kidding)

anyway i was soooooo irritated with clearing my room just now, i went to fix myself a huuuuge glass of absolut kurant + orange juice. its really nice. go try that combi. actually i think orange juice goes with anything so.. ya!

im taking a break now cos sneezing while packing is not funny. im having hiccups too. grrrowls. so its like *ah choo..hic...ah choo... hic...*

im gonna post pictures of the pictures that i took of funny pictures. oh. thats cos i dont have a scanner so i just use my phone to take a picture of a picture. haha. yes.

i feeeeeeel like having another drink but im not an alcoholic. im just tired and lazy to clear my room. and ive not even started on the story books and cds yet!!! helpppp!!!!!!

oh anyway. i need some help. u know like if u stick pictures on the wall rite, what do u use? bluetac??? i tried using them but everytime the air conditioner is switched on, the pictures will drop!!! very messy!! im planning to paste an entire wall with pictures. and i dont wanna use scotch tape or masking tape cos i dont want to spoil the wall. very annoying!!

i wish i had magic. then i can use magic to clear my room!

tired.

i went to balcony yesterday to meet M and E for short drinks. short drinks went from 2am till 6am. was sooo tired when i came back but couldnt sleep. grr.

ohh i went to watch beauty world on thurs with B and E. *cha cha cha*
i was actually abit high when i reached esplanade cos i was at icb drinking before that.
my face was how red. haha.

i lost it.

i think im depressed.

need to go to imh.

depressed

i am depressed.

i need to talk to someone.

i am going mad

i actually teared in the bus today. ALONE. WHILE THINKING ABOUT STUFF. HOW LOSER IS THAT???? I AM HOW PATHETIC OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need something.

think i go and take drugs tomorrow. bye

hate festive period

is it just me or does everyone else feel like down upset aimless depressed during the festive period?

i wanna go into isolation and get away.

no longer an orchardtowers virgin.. dammit!

i am so lesbian now. hahahhahaha. *ahem ahem, E?

i just came back from my virgin orchard towers trip........ waaaa... top5.. hahaha.

i saw the cutest cutest girl ever. her name is mew (miu?) wa i tell u she is SOOOOOO cute. and when she is dancing.. walao. and and and........ after she changed outta those skimpy clothes, she looks even cuter!!!!!! walao!!!!!!

anyway second time home at this time this year. sober......

bumped into my bmss classmate just now... IN A THAI DISCO. thats how warped. and it was his first time there as well. hahhaa. super funny!

more tmr, my eyes are closing! grrrrr

nua

2007 has been a very nua year for me.

last night was emo talk at sj with the breastflenxxxxx.

before that we were in town and we walked from one end to another and then back to the other end. so lame. haha.

anyway..........

i dunno why but lately ive been feeling very afraid when im on the roads. as in i just think that i will somehow die in a car accident or be involved in one. its starting to be quite scary and i think i am quite paranoid.

ive yet to upload the pics from my birthday. and also nye. NUA!!!!!! okie.. by sunday. HAhahahaa. only got the one on top so far.... thats my family and i on nye or rather it was already 2008... in 2004 we took such a picture too. =) mom's side!

car crash

if i die in a car crash, will u please let me wear my repettos in the coffin?

hair pee new year pull ur ear

wow its been ages since i came home at this time.. SOBER!!!!!! hahahha.

ive decided. i should stop placing hopes and expect plans to materialise on nye. becos most of the time it doesnt work and its those impromptu plans that always work.

today was the annual family bbq =) ----which also means birthday celebration part 3. ----- which also brings me to the point that i am damn proud of myself that i didnt get drinkdrankdrunk in the past 3 days. considering its my 21st. actually come to think of it, last year was a sober birthday too. spent 30th with st margs people, and 31st with the family at the bbq and after that zc and i joined mel and gang for drinks up at aunt's place and left at like 7am. haha.

oh ya. anyway. ya.. the bbq was fun! we took (another) family picture. but i think theres about like 10 family members that either left already or they're overseas or they couldnt make it. i will post the picture up once i get it from zerlina jiejie. can see the difference between the 2004 and 2007 picture. =) same spot, almost the same picture, taken by different nannies. hahaha.

i played badminton with the kids.. walao no energy. i am so not a sports person. thats why im so fat. and oh ya.. pepsi cola one two three. its how fun. been at least 10 years since i played that game!! haha.

the countdown was funny. so messy. there were about 50 of us? i think.. haha. must go and count the heads in the picture! everyone's so grown up now.. esp the kids!!!!!! and me. HAHA. kidding.

my cousin sent me to central mall to meet the guys after everything. think by the time i reached was almost 130. he was supposed to only drop me off somewhere whereby i can get a cab easily but he insisted on sending me there.. thanks kor. =) i wish u happiness and that u will find God and things will work out between u and her and ur parents. im sure the big guy up there has a fantastic plan for u.

and once i reached, my mom called me to ask me where i am now.. whether i will be drinking.. ask me dun drink so much.. and then..... all she could hear was D and A talking in the background. she went.. 'why only got guys voice??? who are they?? why are u the only girl?? how come u go out with guys and drink???' walao. i am 21 mommy!!!!!!!! and i wasnt the only girl lor. or rather i was at that point of time but we just met up wat!! but after that i wasnt what!! walao. anyway. after awhile, the rest came.. all dressed up and after like a bottle of mac12, they all took super funny pictures. gay pictures. super gross. haha.

figured out we couldnt get a cab so we hung around, drank more and then had breakfast and now im home.

in the cab...
d1: omg. its 2008.
a: ya man.. damn fast.
d2: oh ya shit.. i am like 22 already.
d1: ya... in another 364 days daph.

hahah.

i think everyone had fun tonight.. at the bbq and at the 'drinking' thing just now.

so, heres to everyone. CHEERS TO A FANTASTIC 2008 AHEAD!!!!

thanks for those that stuck by me in 2007. im sorry if ive been a horrible/short tempered/demanding/irritating/drunk/sober/blahblahblahallthingsbadblahblah person/aunty/friend/daughter/sister and yadayada. so thanks.....

OH!!! and the highlight of my night...... an sms from the person thats supposed to be back in sg for my 21st (as said so earlier this year) but will only perhaps come back in april.. oh ya. a happy birthday sms. short and sweet.