the reason

the reason ive not been going to church is cos i dont wanto be a sunday christian.

i dont want to be all christian on sunday and then spend the rest of the week not doing what im supposed to do or rather doing what im not supposed to do.

i dont want to be one of those who goes to church on a sunday. serve, etc etc but in reality im hiding secrets cos they're not very nice. yes i know everyone has secrets but to do it in such close context is another issue.

aiya whatever..

happy is

happines is ur partnerincrime coming to look for u at work.

drinking many martinis.

after that meeting funny people.
and then meeting sinignore.

although the latter not supposed to be very happy but ok la im quite happy.

police coming at the back quite funny.

how can.

wednesday

yesteday was happy wednesday!


eat eat eat.

drink drink drink.

dblo, butter, zouk, bq.

walao.

many many funny pics!

happy sunday!

yesterday partnerincrime and 2become1 came to look for me! =) yay!

and then after that i went to balcony and laughed too much.

gonna bring the girls out this sat! can't wait!

justify

i need to get sin32 outta my system before it does more harm to me.

its seriously screwing up my mindset on things and i am doing things to get sin32 outta my system but not by the right way.

its very harmful and sinful.....

need to get it outta my system. fucking annoying.

need to go to ny for 2 months.

need to start saving money.

need to get away.

need to get far far away.

all i wanna do is

smoke. out.

i wanna smoke like 10 packs and die.

ive been feeling like crap lately.

cannot sleep. keep waking up every half an hour. thinking about stuff. dunno what also. feel like im super fucking up.

anyway today was another balcony day! haha with D and G. before that was bQ with dT and aQ and the person ive not seen for a year and a half. i dont like what was said, so frank.

growls.

na?

surreal

its a little surreal meeting someone you've not met for about a year and a half and he points out all the differences he realised. In a span of ten minutes. Not good stuff. Shit. What am i doing.

getting to know you.

was talking to my sis online this afternoon.

so ok...... i am gonna get to know someone from scratch. someone that is almost family. def family i'm sorry. =)

this is so exciting and scary!!!! its family! immediate family!!

hello E! i'm D!

We are the Ds,
you guys are the Es!

wheres my E! haha.

gosh!!

uhoh

wa cannot do this already. scared like mad.

sin left and i feel totally like sin.

so much for the tatt.